the black princess**

挣扎!!!!!

2011-07-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

现在我要的到底是什么???

很烦

很心烦

身烦

哪里都很烦

他要的是什么???

她要的又是什么???

很多时候事情不能单单有几个字，几句话

或几分钟，几秒钟而清晰说明

对他

今天我真的很乏力了

我只知道我们的感情得来一点都不容易

维持也不简单

放弃更难!!!!!!!

我到底要怎样做才能和他就这样开开心心的过呢??

我不想要现在这样

开心了但换来眼泪

流泪了换来是沉默

沉默了变成了争吵

但不一会儿

又是抱头痛哭

哭完了又来说笑

这样的循环的确能让感情升温

但你如果每天都是这样的发生着

你难道不累吗?????

再过几天就7个月了

突然好感动

我们携手走了那么多个月

但开始害怕着

*我们能长久吗??*

*几久??*

*会幸福吗???*

*多幸福???*

每天反复的问着自己

可是我没有答案

突然觉得自己很无助

因为这条崎岖的路是我自己选的

没有人会要愿意帮助我

没有人愿意听我诉苦

我只是没想到没有人会站在我身旁

没关系

我会加油

我会撑过去的

一定会

雯。加油

Update!!!

2011-06-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm here to update my blog again after so many weeks..felt so sorry again to my dear little blog..
I remember I use to like blogging
I remember I used to post whatever I want to my blog
My blog is just like my own diary
But now
So many of my memories pages is empty
What can I do to attract myself back to my own blog??
Last time I like to read my own blog
But now I'm not
Cause it's TOO empty
There is nothing update!!!
I don't care..
I will force myself back to blog
Until I really enjoy blogging back!!!
I want my pages all fill without fail
Time to sleep...
Tomorrow morning shift and I'm still awake!!!
Good night
I miss eu baby
Wish euu a good good night
Love

update!

2011-05-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

believe it or not???

i left my blog death for almost 2 months!!

i cant accept this arr!!!!

update update~~

2011-03-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

终于又来更新我亲爱的部落格啦

感觉上很想为自己拍拍手呢

因为我又再一次的为自己更新了啦

突然

突然觉得自己的部落好像很久都没有照片了

以前的我时常上载照片呢

无论大小事

但现在它只剩短短长长的文字不再有图片了

好忧郁哦

我发现现在的我也没有以前那么爱拍照了哦

就连我的相机也经已被我冷落好一段日子了

以前我的相机总是塞满自己的自恋照

可以说是无时无刻都是满爆了哦

可是最近

就连妆化得再满意我也没有把自己给拍下来

我真的变了吗???

总觉得我自己变了很多

为了什么而改???

我能把以前的自己拉到现在吗???

总觉得以前的自己比现在开心很多很多倍

为什么越写越忧伤去了啦???

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

是时候！

回来~~~

我.一.定.要.继.续.拍.照!!!!!

要做回开心的自己^^

不能每次小小事情就发脾气了咯

检点检点^^

保持着微笑

就算是虚假的也好

至少别人不知道我是不开心的

别人眼中永远的开心果

要加油哦...

喜欢长发的自己没化妆的样子应该还能见人贝!!!munz_liz

Today today=)

2011-03-24T00:52:00.001+08:00

Finally we get to meet after 2 day no seeing him..=)
He on leaves now
although so wish to see him lately but I wish him to rest more too
he still came to find me in the middle of the night during my night shift
brought me meggie goreng with lemon tea
heart him so so so much
One thing I dont know
y he still need to groom himself so neat in the middle of the night..haha..
but yet still that CUTE=)
he resting so relax at home but miss me like crazy and like how I did
today he went pavillion watch movie without invite me..
some more is the movie that we planned to watch together before but now he watched d
so I need to watch it myself now=(
i still got my friends anyway=)
then he wait until I finished
i though we will be very happy today cause so many days no see each other d
i though we will do lot of things since we miss each other so so so much
Yea..
we did shared lot of jokes but also my tears..
in the end yet still we quarrel with something that we not suppose to
i hate whenever quarrel with him
I just hate it so so so much
but it happened
and he is trying is very best to comfort me back but all the while I just ignored
until the time for both us to back home
then only I realised I actually miss him so much and wouldn't want him to go home
In the end I accept his sorry
then again we jokes around
I hate that person who just disturbed us just now
he is the idiot that made us quarrel
y he need to be so busy body
what is also non of his business
all cause of the idiot I need to fight and scream at him
I regret so badly
yet things happened cant change
we just take it already passed
and lucky in the end we share laugh and back home=)

just wanna say thank q so much for forgive me
we shouldn't be like that just now at all
Nothing worth we gain
I promise

Love,
Mun_liz

打气打气~~

2011-03-22T20:01:00.001+08:00

终于终于又来update我亲爱的blog咯
我似乎每次说要更新但最后还是相隔很久
真的有点超对不起自己的日记了
以后翻开来再阅读
我的这一篇是空白的
我相信我一定记不起来
因为本人我的记忆一点都不好
但
我真的很不希望自己的记忆变空白
我只想把所有的东西每刻都记牢
一点也不想忘记
最近实在是太多事发生了
但我现在什么也记不起来
很空白
算了啦
我觉得我不该答应每天更新了
至少
我还有可能内心过意不去来更新啦
哈哈哈哈

只想为自己加加油打打气啦
雯
你要加油哦
没人能把你打倒的^^

this time失败的人是我

2011-02-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

今天原本是一个应该要很开心的一个日子

但我却把这日子给搞砸了

原来他今天原本是要约我看戏拍拖的

但由于我不知道的关系

我答应了和xiaohui, melissa,yinze她们放工后一起聚一聚

但为何他不试着邀请呢

时间上的问题是可以安排的啊

但他自己却为了自己做了决定

他觉得我不会想要和他一起过

他觉得会打扰到我和我的朋友

可是

在我还没和她们碰面之前我难道就没有时间吗???

我说了我有时间

可是不想把握那仅有的时间的人确是你自己

放工后我除了在等他们也同时的在等着他改变主意说要见我

但我都是白等了

突然收到他的message说他其实今天想要一起看戏

可是我和我朋友了

所以他改变了主意

自己看戏去了

我真的有气到咯

明明我的时间是可以安排的

偏偏你就不允许

那就唯有那样咯

我当时盖了电话

因为.........

算了

最后就和xiaohui, xiaohui's bf, mj,lider,yinze and melissa去了pavillion

我们去吃yichiban

我就是爱shushi~~

还好我们有早到

啊不然真的会等到我们发巅

我们大概是昨天坐最久的客人了呗

之后我们就到zara看鞋

我超爱

可是当时心是15/16

她们全部都在酸我

可是还好我为自己挣了一口气

因为回家后我没有大给任何一个人

就多嘛只是提到我很想买那鞋罢了^^

但我很肯定我即将会买其中一双了

看几时罢了

可能明天?? 可能后天??^^

回家后我们聊了一下下电话

谁知道

又哭了

2人又傻傻的说着说着吵着吵着哭哭了

我知道他为我付出了很多很多

也改变了很多很多

但我为他做的就是经常闹脾气

包括今天

我无法原谅自己

我答应过我不会再闹脾气

可是那时的答应只维持了3天

就那么短短的3天

他为我做的就持续的维持中

只有我说话不算话

昨天我又再一次的答应了

这次又能维持多久呢???

唉

开始害怕了咯

算了

路已走上了

加油坝~~

happy valentine^^

liz_M

movie time

2011-02-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

last minutes decision to watch movie today

actually planned yesterday with chiah

then invite lavy without notice her and munab

end shift at 5pm today

chiah was waiting me like crazy at the back office and the butler office for 2hours plus

finally all my stuff done

me and chiah went pavillion first to buy ticket

then only meet up with munab and the latest lavy^^

lavy brought a valentine present for her bf

owwwww so swwweeeeetttt <3

i love hong kong

he so so so handsome...
somehow
i feel he look like leehom!!

liz.lavy

wtp.liz.chiah

lavy.chiah.liz
get to meet with eddie also^^
our movie is about the same time
then also end about the same time
i want to watch the movie he watch too
all well's end well's
stupid eddie..
frighten me from behind
no one notice me
then i like crazy ppl shouting there
make me so pai seh wei
but so happy to see him
and
and
he promised to fetch me to babee 283 21st birthday^^
if he no fetch me
i will chop him 99 and feed my dog!
after movie section we went SB corner to eat roti cannai
chit chat
and time to chao
lavy have to work^^
pity.
i understand that feeling when after euu hang out and yet euu still need to work after that
so down wey
but
what to do~~

happy working lavy

^^

2011-02-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

happy 2 months anniversary
really cant believe that it last 2 months long
during this 2 months
we share laugh, tears, jokes, fun any many many more
thx for being with me
thx for comfort me
thx for loving me
thx for trying ur very best to make me smile when i sad
thx for change so much for me
thx for everythings

i love euu,

大年初一

2011-02-04T09:08:00.000+08:00

今天并没有很早期来哟

眼睛打开时大概10点多

加上籁床

滚下滚下就11点多了

赶赶洗澎澎

穿美美

原本打算化妆的我最后放弃

因为真的很很很很懒惰

惨咯

一个大年初一我就懒到像猪酱

之后还得了??@!!!!

不管不管

出发出发

先去大姨妈家再到外公家

昨天的冷战延续到今天

崩溃啊

我突然慌神

看着他们开台我却无意要加入

算了吧

美好的大年初一。毁了

妈咪爹地他们真是的

开台开到忘了时间

真的是"我接受吾到咯~~"

因为其实我们得早回家准备今晚的晚餐

看着时间一点一点的过

他们还是没有要回家的意识

之后我和我妹跑去告诉老妈
'咪，不要忘记的下还要煮饭哦，还有aunty stella'

我妈才恍然的说'是咯,还有aunty stella哦'

之后全部才甘愿收拾回家

回到家后二话不说就先啃了2片面包

因为我真的没吃东西就出门了

真是活自己的该丫

之后女人们就忙煮菜咯

我我我，我也有帮忙哦

今年又弄回去年的cheese baked prawn...

好吃丫

吃完后就打工程咯

洗东西洗到手硬

全部人都留到很夜才会

我就是喜欢热闹

今天的我哦还有我的表妹

就是爱美

雯。爱

年30!!

2011-02-02T03:41:00.000+08:00

可怜啊

人家年30全部都开始放假了

要嘛做半天

可是我竟然要开工

而却昨天还要是做下午，今天做早

刺激没???

还好我起得来^^

终于我等到放工了

有个笨蛋老远从家来为了看我

感动D

之后我们就去pavillion走走

还来到酒店大门迎接我呢

超感动的

可是很不巧的我们吵架了

happy febuary

2011-02-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

那么快的1月就这样完了

说了千千万万次我会update 我的blog

可是可以见得我并没有很勤劳的update

我承认我懒

原谅我吧

明天就是年30晚了

我新年衣还没买完捏

鞋子也还没有买啊

我要怎样过年呢???

原本打算今早起来去逛逛的

没想到自己睡迟了

起来都不懂几点了

逛毛咩

唯有等明天咯

希望明天能早放工

那我就能安排我时间了

不过我觉得今年新年不好玩

因为它才那么几天

好无聊哦

明天年30还要做工

更加不爽咧

但没办法

不够人

我不能请多天=.=

人家在玩烟花我在玩键盘

无聊啊!!!!!!!!!!!

面对吧

不懂今年家有没有放鞭炮

最好就是有啦

没鞭炮哪里像过年啦

想起以前爸爸放报纸那画面就快把我笑疯了^^

好怀念

明天我大概会累坏吧

加油加油加油哦~~

团圆饭<3

happy chinese new year~~

for evefu

2011-01-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

my dear

is ur birthday again

every year i've been posting a posy for euu when ur birthday

i dont know that this year will euu be seeing my blog again

hahahaha

this year is ur big big year o

21st dy

first of all i would like to wish euu a happy birthday

may all ur wishes come true*but not too much*

stay sweet with ur lovely botak*i know he is nt now*

this is another year that i not celebrating ur birthday with euu

i really wish and hope i can join yesterday but im busy with other things

but i believe that euu do enjoy ur birthday alot yesterday^^

so long that we din contact each other

wondering how r euu recently

hopefully everything goes fine ya

still remember that we used to share almost everything but now seldom

cause both of us busy with our own things

but at least i know that euu doing very well now

*i hope so ya^^*

we like to chat alot during our passed time but now not so

we used to talk on phone more then hours but now not even one minutes

we used to talk nonsense but now not even single word

dont think that our friendship change ok??

just wanna let euu now our frenship still here

still remain

still fresh

although we seldom meet

seldom talk

seldom sms

seldom calls

seldom this and that

but our friendship is always fresh k???

i love euu ya

muaaaakz

i hope and wish that we will meet up soon

very very soon k?????

dear blog,

2011-01-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

dear blog,

finally is time again for me to update euu

sorry i make a promise that i will update euu often but i did not do so

i know that euu will forgive mii cause i forgiving myself^^

finally

last day of january

yet i only have 5 post including this for my january's post

i used to update so often in the pass but now not

getting lazy and lazy

i really hope that i will get back the passion of keep my blog update

motivate me pls

so cant wait for new year wei

tot that i wouldn't have any leave but i got

3days

i so few but at least there is^^

but my cloths all still not complete buy yet

planning to shopping tomorrow and day after tomorrow~

not only cloths

also shoe!!!!!!!!!

i buy nothing yet wei

how m i gonna celebrate my cny??

huh?????

hhheeeemmmm...

i believe that i will got some in very last minutes

for the bendan

i will not be seeing euu for 5 days

euu must take good care of urself

euu said that wanna see mii round like egg after cny?

i just wanna tell euu is impossible ok??

hahahahahaha

but maybe ur 4packs will become 1

like pregnant man wey^^

but yet still CUTE

i know euu dont know mii say euu CUTE but i'll still say it

cause nothing hurt k??

i know euu sleeping~

good night then

happy chinese new year everyone^^

鬼门关的一劫:-o

2011-01-20T02:47:00.002+08:00

又更新了
这次才隔几天咧
有进步的说
话说昨天
我可以算是从鬼门关闯回来了吧
由于本人的心的确可能有点小问题
但我都从未理会过
虽说心很痛的时候我除了心痛以外就没怎样了
样子全部好像很正常而已
但可是其实我是已经呼吸不到了
突然胸口闷了一闷痛了一痛后就开始了
我不能呼吸
但我逼着自己吸气和吐气
因为如果我不这么做
我真的不懂我还能怎样使自己呼吸
以前就有这样的经验了
可是没这次那么严重
以前我都是冷静下和喝水后慢慢就会没事的
可是昨天并不简单
严重到我手脚冰冷加麻痹
我什么也做不了
我的DM就派人送我去看医生
他们原本要用轮椅推我去的说
可是我死都不肯
就算再怎么没力走路我还是坚持要走
因为实在太多人看了啦
人家会不好意思的好不好!!!
途中我想到的人是他
我就赶紧通知他
哪怕我一去不复返呢?
哈哈
我最后还是到达了啊
是走路哦^^
医生都说我是哮喘
可是我知道并不是
算了吧~
他就塞了和氧气罩给我
终于呼吸得到了
太感动了啦:'(
之后我的手脚虽然还在麻痹中
但已不再冰冷了
这证明我没事了
医生给了我那气喘的药
开了个MC给我
可是我却还是一样照做工
到放工才回
从没试过像这次酱严重过的
很难想象下一次
可能我就酱走了
哈哈
晚安
有人赶我去睡了
我会继续不停的更新
至少我留下自己的故事
晚安^^

again~~~~~

2011-01-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

又一次的吵架了

我要的不是这样的你

我要的不过是简单的幸福

很简单的就好

今天他又一次的留我独自一人看着他背影渐渐远去

泪水

完全控制不了

我不想哭

我真的不想哭的

可是眼睛和泪水好像不是自己的

他忘记他答应过我什么了

我忘记他和我说过什么了

你知道我记得有多牢吗???

每一个字都还很清晰呢

或许我们已开始就不应该开始

可是已经坚持了你才来说要放弃

你只是想到你自己的感受

而我呢????

我的心不是心吗??

我的泪不是泪吗???

我的痛都不是痛吗??

你真以为我没有想过放弃吗??

你真以为我不想放弃吗???

可是为什么我还在坚持???

难道你真的一点也感受不出来吗??

你一时这样一时又那样的

我很动摇咧!!!!!!

很多时候我真的很想你会站在我的立场想一想我到底在想些什么

想一想我的感受是什么

想一想我的感觉

如果现在我说放弃

你会尽多少的能力来挽回???

100%吗???

我记得你是这样和我说的

可是

你真的会这样做吗???

现在已经都不重要了

我

我已经有心无力了

想放弃就趁现在吧

因为我一定会在这个时候放开你那抓不紧我的手

痛

我一定会痛

唯有强忍

只有时间能让我真正的淡忘

但并不是忘记

做不做到是其次

我只想要简单

很简单的幸福

就够了

这星期五的plan

去不成就算了吧~~

我不想再想了

接受不到在一次失望

不期待了

真的不了~~

啊曼，

加油哟~~

你是最坚强最棒的^^

update!! update!!

2011-01-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

亲爱的部落格

真的很抱歉你又被你的主人我冷落了

我不想的

只不过本人我最近真的有点小忙

外加懒惰

附加很烦

但我知道我不应该忽略你

我会经常update啦

原谅我~~~

好好好~~

撤太远去了拉

回来回来

原谅我

本人有点痴痴地~~~~

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

很快的

要过年咯

老实说

真的一点新年的感觉都没有咧

衣服全部还没买

因为根本没那个时间给我逛街啦

今天老妈老妹他们都跑去逛街买新衣了拉

可是我却在做工

伤心的说

都不懂新年请到假没有

没办法丫

因为我酒店实在是太多华人了

所以不懂到底请到假没

如果请不到我倒不如省回我那些钱去台湾

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

希望请到啦

我要过年

我要拿红包

我要玩鞭炮

我要我要

我要啊~~~

冷静

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

munz_liz

01012011

2011-01-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

各位各位
新年快乐啦
很快的这样一年又过了
在这一年里发生了很多很多事
当然是参zap了喜，怒，哀，和乐
不管怎样
再不开心，再不如意的事情都在昨天告一段落了
是时候开始收拾心情来迎接新的一年咯
哈哈
到现在还真不习惯把2010改成2011捏
就连checkin guest时说january都难
不是我有语言障碍啦
只不过一下子转不过来
但我会试着努力的适应新的一年^^
讲到好像很什么酱*凸*

新年加油!!!

由于我已经忘记要post什么了
所以我2011年的第一篇就这样吧^^

a tiring day

2010-12-13T23:45:00.001+08:00

今天我当了一天的补习老师..
由于表姐的dayc are出了些大问题
所以我们几姐妹就到她中心那里帮忙她照顾照顾她那里的小朋友们
他们每个都好可爱的说
但那么多的小孩子
真的快被他们搞的一个头两个大咧
真不懂我那傻傻的表姐是怎样撑过去的
要照顾那班小猴子真一点都不容易捏
他们真的有很很很吵
超级调皮的说
叫他们做功课简直把你的话当耳边风
你不在旁边督促他们他们就不懂了咧:-S
但有些真正有他毛的可爱咯
一整天老师老师老师不停的叫你
竟然有人叫我老师咧
我可不是盖的说
教他们读书
教他们写字
陪他们玩耍
陪他们吃饭
还真有一个字一个字的解释给他们的说
难得的是
我竟然连珠心算都有在教哦
本姑娘有学过的哟
原以为我不记得了
但并没有
至少那一刻是清楚得很呢
和他们相处了一天
是有爽到啦
因为他们真的有可爱到不行!!!
来临的星期四也即将和他们一同去trip
突然有变得好想快快见到他们呢
但我那可爱我最爱的哪位没有去
伤心的啦
放工后我们就带着侄儿们去吃晚餐
吃完后就回了
今天虽然过得有点累但我却很开心
尤其是当他打来那一刻
我和他分享了这儿的小朋友
他却笑我和他们一样
一样坏蛋
一样可爱
他的一句我真的好想你让我窝心极了
相同的
我也超想他
累了
安安
我的心爱的
记得要睡觉
我会心痛!

想他

2010-12-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

真的好想好想他哦
我们之间的约定他终于做到一样了
就是请我吃东西^^
虽然并不是什么很大的一件事
可是对我来说这比什么都开心
我要见他很难
比登天还难
所以能和他一起吃东西真的可以让我开心到不用睡了
突然
突然觉得自己很像在发梦
别人告诉我的我都不愿意去相信
因为我觉得别人是开玩笑是在骗我
但他终于有勇气在我面前坦诚
我不会怪你
我真的不会怪你
也同样的请你不用责怪自己
没人逼我配合的
原以为我不会有怎么样的感觉
原本都只不过用很平常的心态去对他
但经过那件事后我怀疑我对他动心了
但我又不能告诉任何人
我很怕有人会对我们的感情破坏
我不想破坏它
就让它那样继续就好
我没要求什么
我只是想简简单单的爱他
那就好了
我们之间什么关系也没有
2个人都没错！！！！
我一直不能相信那一切是真实的
知道看回我们的照片
真的
一切都是真的
我和你都不是在做梦
我想
你应该更兴奋吧
就连做梦也不会想到这一天吧
只想告诉你也同时告诉我自己
这一切是真实的
真的发生了啦
之后才知道
你原来已经在我心中占有一定的地位了
那个吻
我只是觉得不够
我很贪心
我想要更多
那个吻让我爱上你了
那个吻让我不想失去你
我的心
很复杂
但带了幸福
虽然我们都不是谁的谁
只要感觉对了
有什么事不能的？？？？
我真的突然觉得自己很幸福
多么想时间过慢些
至少在一起的时间也多一些
我不想错过你
但我知道我们不可能
但这样我已经足够了
真的够了
下次的约会是几时？
能让它快点实现吗？？
我想让我们有更多的回忆
失去一切都甘心
i want more from euu!!!!1

December 1st

2010-12-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

12月了咧

时间过得真是快丫

我好像每个月都是说着同样的东西

12月了

这月似乎有很多很多了计划要进行哦

首先首先就是和家人去新加坡旅行啦

可是到现在还没买巴士票捏

去得成吗????

希望去的成啦

因为本人真的真的好想去玩啦

之后就是和傻婆们去pan pac吃东西

我也不懂为什么那天突然会有人提议要去哪里吃

那个人绝对不是我哦

既然plan了那就去吧

还有还有

还有我们的sunway plan咧

傻婆们赶快请你们的假吧

我已经拿了2个星期的假期了

就等你们来充实咯

之后就是表哥表嫂的baby满月啦

好不期待要看看那个B捏

听说他出生时有3.9kg哦

应该很很很可爱吧

期待~

之后就是阿猪先生

啊

是Eddie先生的生日啦

在18号

我不懂要不要去好

是真的有点不想去的

可是他却不明白我

但我也知道不去会对不起他

看情况吧

还有

我到底要送他什么啦???????

头爆

最讨厌就是想礼物了

讨厌~~~

之后就是我云顶之旅

要和melisa去云顶count down christmas 呢

单单想都爽了

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我可爱的傻婆们

要好好计划计划啦

苑勋小姐

这个月的薪水麻烦你好好保管哦

不要到时约你是和我们说你没钱

我看我们会考虑把你砍掉!!!!!!!!!

丰富的12月

我来啦

November end~~

2010-11-30T23:44:00.001+08:00

那么快的11月即将要完了

我又这样的熬过一个月了

快快来拍拍手来鼓励鼓励我丫

难得做回早班

真的有点兴奋捏

因为我已经做很久的下午了

明天休息

可是明天过后我又要做一个星期的下午咧

可以不要再给我做下午了吗??

因为我还是比较喜欢做早班啦

做早上的时间比下午过的快很多

多数都是check out!!!

超简单的

但偶尔看漏了眼你就完蛋我

我现在还不懂欠下多少钱了!!!

今天算蛮顺利的

今天今天我们lobby正在布置gingerbread house呢

好期待哦

希望晚上不会有老鼠来吃掉

明天没得看它长什么样

唯有等后天咯

希望它会很美很美哦

偷拍的^^

放工后我们几条水去吃starhill, lok yu 的3.6~

我,lavy, vivian, ezal和colby

笨colby要赶着吃

因为他是做下午的

只有那么45分钟的时间

等都等没了他那宝贵的半小时呢

东西是ok不错吃啦

可是service就倒数5颗星!!!!!!!!!!

ezal的云吞面等了有1个小时多吧~~

看他都等到不耐烦了!!!

Lavy小姐

顾顾你的形象好不好

嘴巴张到大大来吃

连纸都要给它吃下去吗????

哈哈哈哈哈哈

我杯orange juice~~~

order的第二杯真的把我给等傻了

colby吃到一半就得干回去了

因为他时间到了

多么短暂的45分钟丫

待我们吃完后

我, lavy和vivian就去pavilian走走

不停走不停笑

东逛逛西逛逛的

还逛书局呢

当然买书的绝对不会是我

之后我们就各奔东西了

我就到

lot10会合melisa

之后我又和她吃了一餐~~

逛呀逛的

告诉你们

我买到那双我要买的鞋了

死klcc的人啊

骗鬼我说只有mid valley和klcc有

那么为什么我会在lot10找到????

去你的

算了算了

买到我就爽了

可是

这次买的也是不刚的

没办法

都买了呀

最重要的是它真的很舒服

149~~~

买的甘愿~~

之后就回家啦

11月的最后一天我就这么过了啦

12月大计~~

我来啦

不开心

2010-11-29T09:12:00.000+08:00

今天又被人家放来这里了

我真的很不喜欢这里

可是人家偏偏就是要让我难堪

死死都要我来这里

真的嘛拜拜托

这里虽然看上去很是悠闲的

可是谁知道这里的压力有多大

对这里一窍不通

可是人家硬要把你放在这儿

是谁说我已经是senior了的???

是谁说我可以stand alone了的???

我很生气

真的很气

可是我却偏偏什么也不能做

只能这样人有人摆布!!!!

越来越厌倦这里了

不要再放我在这里了啦

某些私人原因

现在我真的真的很眼睡丫

昨晚和某人聊天

很夜才睡捏

聊了超多有的没的

但我真的万万没想到他会如此配合我的要求

而且我还把3年前的事情给说清楚了

虽然不知他有没有认真的在听

至少我人也比较舒服了

至少我已经能勇敢的面对一切了

至少现在提起时我不会再掉泪了

而且还是微笑的

果然解铃还需解铃人

以后会怎样没人知晓

现在开心就行了!!!!!

不懂我们plan 的东西会不会on啦

或许我昨天真的是神经质去了

或许我真的很认真的!!

但

不懂几时

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

说实在

会害怕捏~~

要加油哦~

无力

2010-11-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

真的有越来越不想在现在这地方做工了

我已经越来越没力气了

才那5个多月就这样了

那我要怎么样才能挨到1年呢?

还好本人目前请了2个星期的无薪假

原本打算要请1整个月的捏

后来还是减少了

希望能在那2个星期里好好的充充电

之后再继续打拼

但同时间还想找找看到底我还能做什么工

毕竟我对这里越来越绝望了

渐渐的开始反感

我真的不懂我还能挨多久

前天竟然被那些无知爱装栓的人教我做事

真的有想一巴拍给她清醒

我教的那个人没有一句偏偏她却要在我面前表演

上头还要因为那样而给话我听

我直接和他说我真的有很失望

因为他竟然只是听取别人的片面之词而给话我听

我不想和他闹僵

毕竟他也很难做人

所以我就出回去做我的东西了

教训我的人,

只想告诉你, 你目前还没那个资格叫我做事

要想想你自己的身份和地位

不要以为有钱大完

不要以为有钱什么都可以

不喜欢的话可以回去做你自家的大小姐

不要来到我面前装可怜表演

我真的没有那个兴趣和闲时看你表演

毕竟我是有事情做的人

而不是像你在那里摆美!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X的

你真的还没有那个资格给话我听!!!!!!

去你的~

今天又一样

不要以为我对酒店的一切运作了如指掌

我再怎样说都不是留在你那个地方的人

我不知道也不了解

我或许有必要知道

但毕竟我不是时常接触那里

别每次都大条大条道理的摆我眼前

难道说了互相帮忙这些都是瞎说了算的吗?

无奈~~

我真的不懂自己还能挨多久丫

真的很想脱离

很想走~

rest~~

2010-11-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

今天休息了一整天

但为什么我还是感觉到自己还是很累呢?

是不是真的人越睡就越爱睡?

明天约了Lavy做工前逛街

我有很多很多的东西想买哦

-皮包*因为坏了

-鞋子*以为也坏了, 穿到我脚痛到要死

-衣服*简单的想买

-短裤*不够穿

-手表*做工有用到, 但我是不带的

-包包*也是简单的想买

-电话*没原因

-化妆品*扫货不够

还有很多很多啦

感觉上真的有很多很多东西要买

但

没有钱

快快出粮啦

不然我就快闷死了

我要看戏

我要逛街

我要旅行

我要唱K

几时???

到底何时我才能恢复自己的生活??

我真的不想no life咧

自从做工后我真的几乎no life 了

因为起床就做工

放工回到家就睡觉了

难得的off day都宁愿留在家休息

我到底还有怎么样的生活丫?

我到底还要这样的生活到什么时候丫?

我一直都想要换工作

但是我真的不懂自己要做什么

我真的真的不想读书了

别再叫我回去读书了

就连补考我都想吐了

所以

真的没那个必要我都不想去读书

所以才死着出来做工的捏

现在又做到有点不开心

可能那种压力我真的承受不了

但

不熬都熬了我5个多月了

佩服自己的坚强

我相信不久后我应该会辞职吧

但应该都是等到我想到我想要做什么的时候吧

希望能尽快想到

因为真的很想脱离现在的一切

只想平静~

平静~~~

freedom~~~

i need

.......

2010-11-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

很久没更新了

不是我想的

只不过最近真的有点小忙

加上又有那么一点点的懒惰

所以就让我的部落MC了

自从九王爷后终于和傻婆她们见面了

kiap, bai, tok!!!!!!!!

我真的真的有好想念你们捏

和你们在一起我真的很很很开心

真的很久没那么真诚的笑了

我们是笑得那么的开心, 那么的放松

简单的一句随便什么都能笑到倒地呢

真想每天和你们黏在一起呢

好过某些人

我们明明就是很要好的朋友

可是我总觉得现在的我们比普通朋友更普通

只不过偶尔通通10几分钟的电话

不懂怎样

我真的觉得有点讽刺

为什么我们会变得那么不了解对方了

难道友谊就真的是这样?

算了

我真的只想维持很好的友谊关系

而不是那10几分钟的知己!!!!!!

不懂你还会不会看我的部落

-------------------------

刚刚又和他聊天了

我发现

我对现在的他没什么感觉了

不懂他在想什么

总觉得没有在一起之前的那种默契与欢笑

我好像怀念起以前的某个人

我希望那只不过是一个错觉

因为决定放下的我不能也不行再对他有一丝的留念

即使想想也不能!!!

我必须控制自己

我

只想告诉他我突然很想见到他

070707

忘记这日子的人

我真的想念你了

但我没有勇气去告诉你

你的声音突然如此的熟悉

我很想继续的听

但

我不能那样

该停的总该停止

-----------------------------

突然真的想好好的休息一下

打算了下个月即将请2/3 个星期的无薪假

只是想让自己好好的~

好期待要和家人去新加坡丫

还有上云顶

不懂去不去的成呢

我不希望去不成

不想再失望一次了

原本以为可以好好的去放松

但却被别人在我面前做戏

你不想去可以不要去

但我真的不明白为什么你要做戏给我看

我真的很失望

那种失望我真的无法描述

算了

不愿再提

我只想自己好好的

---------------------------------------

刚刚在KLCC看中了一双很美很舒服的鞋

可是没有我的size了

讨厌到极点啊

不懂是那人赶着收工还是真的没有

我真的很想买到它

虽然是贵了点

但舒服

我觉得值得!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-------------------------------

大概就这样吧

我会尽量不让自己的部落MC了~~

复杂~

again

2010-11-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

death blog again!!

my bad

so wanted to post my blog but i really got no time

i do have time to hang out

but i dont have time for my blog

so sorry my dear dear blog

hhheeemmm

what to share?

oh yup

i brought a new phone

hehehehehhee

just for spare lar

nothing much

all this week been hanging out to lunch before my work start

but always late back until my mom nearly screw mii

so sad for this week

really very down

i dont wish to mention what and y

cause i dont ever wish to remind anything

and and and

my plan was cancelled for this coming wednesday

haiz

at first we planned to go genting

then sunway lagoon

then now

nothing

i NOT going to plan anything anymore

since always not gonna be on!!

you can go out with other ppl whoever euu want

i dont care

i just dont know y we made the promise dy and euu can take it as nothing

euu dowan to go sunway dy and expecting mii to go other place with ur plan?

im not gonna join!!

i rather make everything cancel

i think euu already forget what we said in this week

we said that even no ppl go still the plan will on

but now all bullshit

all bullshit

nothing gonna on this coming wednesday

y whenever i plan something it always nothing?

huh?

any problem happen to mii arr??

is very very angry now

but nothing much i can do

forget bout it

no more planning

no more happy

no more life

work!!!!!!

all what i know is just work

haiz

lifeless .

its November

2010-11-01T03:22:00.000+08:00

time pass so fast

its November now

imagine that i've been working for 4months plus

cant believe that i can tahan for so long

but i really dont know that how long more i can stand here

i really do planning to change working environment

maybe will remain the same hotel line

or no more hotel line for mii

can i try tourism?

i dont know

still thinking and considering what i want to do!!!

i really no idea

i really blank right this moment

~~~~~~~

stop

will consider that soon again

but not now

finally done all mythings

but dm still not run system yet

i cant do anything

T.T

i scare later cant finish the high balance leh

T.T

i want to make everything done before any gst check out..

is that possible

hahha

finally

the Meko chan already back from Langkawi with Mr.Jason

luckily she brought back chocolate

cause i only will recognize the chocolates and not her

hahahahaha

sorry to say that meko~~

but i still love euu k??

muaaaakz~~~<3

yeah..

the parents planning this year end trip either singapore or bangkok

i want singapore

cause i never go there before

but i also wish to go bangkok

i just so love travel

but moms want mii to pay for my own trips

hehehehe

i think i hope i can afford if

~blessing~~~

beside that the meko and i also planning a year end trips for us the friends~

i dont know will this trips on or not

but i really hope so will on

even is just Cameron k???

can we just make it on??

pls~~~

@.@

i wish to go beach also neh

omg.....

i wanted to go so many place~~

hahaha

save more money then

upsell

upsell!!!!!

vacation mood!!

yeah~~

2010-10-30T05:24:00.002+08:00

im done again^^
thought that will be very busy and thought that i wont be manage to finished my transaction in time
cause i started it very late then usual
but somehow
is go very smoothly
although is so so so much of them
yet i manage to done them in just short one hour +
yeah yeah
beside that
today i not working alone
yeah
cause a trainee follow me
so she help mii alot with the other simple first
im sorry
cause really no time to teach euu others yet
but promise tonight
tonight
cause tonight will be more free compare to today
this morning really busy until i want vomit blood leh
those guests non stop checking out
why lar when people want them to check out in time they so rush to check out in so early in the morning
gst, pls get more rest!!!!!!
then for those we hope them to check out in they they always want a latest checkk-out
i hate it when busy period
cause we got not enough room for check-in time
and not every guest understand the situation!!!
ooopppppsssssyyyyy
im too out from my topic!!
just now we ordered McDonald
afternoon mom ordered Pizza
but i busy being pig
no chance to eat
later back home i wanna eat only the chicken wings^^
i love pizzahut chicken wing wei
delicious<3
now so free
dont know wanna do what
hopefully no gst will wanna check out so early
cause i wanna back home in time today

oh ya
CCB,
take good care at indonesia ya
dont play play
and really
dont eat nasi bandung
serious
horrible
hahahahaha
when euu come back only i tell euu

and my dm is just beside mii looking mii update
and also non stop ask mii "chii da bian"
one question
"Mr Ezal, are you ok? hahaha"
"nak makan kertas keh??"

bibubibubibu~~

im done~~~

2010-10-28T05:36:00.002+08:00

just now went look out point to meet with the friends before i work

all also because of junyii and xiaohui!!

although is just a short meet also i happy with it

not much chatting

but yet still happy

hope that will be next gathering SOON!!!

so happy that i can finished all the things in time

to be honest

i din sent express check-out bill

cause i think that is just wasting paper..

cause when guest approach to front desk

we will automatic print out another bill for them

so really no point printing bill for them right now

i believe that the boss will kill me if they know that i din do this

but i really think this is just wasting paper!!!!

pls dont kill more and more tree k??

safe the earth^^

go green<3

thank god today can finish fast

hopefully tomorrow night'tonight' also will be the same

all just nice

pap pap pap

done!

pap pap pap!

done!!!

will it be that smooth also tonight???

'blessing~~~~ it will!!!"

pls dont like my last night shift

do until i want suicide

later will be busy i guess

cause alot of check out early morning

wondering why they dowan sleep more

"rest more k???"

hahahahahaha

be ready for everything

come come come!!!

i waiting!!

mun mun ganbate~~~

我到底适合这份工作吗???

2010-10-26T17:23:00.002+08:00

忙~~

2010-10-26T04:02:00.003+08:00

终于能得到一刻的喘息了

今天明明就不是很多check-in

可是我们每个人却忙得不可开交

仅仅因为今天来的都是group check-in

我们就要不停的忙着prepare folder

一班来了又一班

对

说实的今天的确没有很忙

不过是因为他们一堆一堆来才导致我们那么慌张与混乱

最忙最忙的那一刻莫过于就是晚上11点多吧

一来就是一辆巴士

一来就是18间房

试问我们哪里有那么多人同时为他们check-in呢

加上他们每个人都是in-room check-in的

唯有轮着来咯

终于他们都妥当了

就又轮到我们了

分工时间到

update regcard

take pre auth

slot in

bla bla bla

而我呢就要做wifi voucher的东西了

谢谢CB的乐意相助

我才能尽我所能的快把东西给做完

真的是rebate到我怕了

rebate到我手都要断呢

终于在2点之前给赶完

快快closing

但又不能马虎

因为我不想再有任何的错误了

我~~

够了

之后我, CB, Jia Rou原本打算在酒店后面的华人当吃东西的

谁知到都几乎关完店了

我们唯有到旁边的mamak档吃咯

之后meko来join我们

回到家后都3点半了

累到我要呆

sleeping time~~~~~

~~

2010-10-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

suppose to be busy today
but i so free because all the new staff and trainee took over my job!!!
but yet still i cant leave them behind because they not senior enough~
so what i do is just stand beside and make sure no mistake from them
but i no confidence at all now
cause me myself also did lot of mistake recently
how i gonna make sure they not do mistake
how i gonna trust by other?
huh?
improving myself~~~~~~
charging myself~~~~~~

yesterday finally the daddy and mummy back from bei jing
brought lot of things
finally one day breakfast with the parents!!!
so hard to have meals with the parents since i started work

the blog here change alot
i really not use to it..
i want make my word also difficult!!!
can it be normal back huh???
T.T

back to work!!
siam!!

hope can meet with Karman them next week
man, i really want crazy sushi lar.
no joke!!!

moody???

2010-10-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

today most of them ask me the same questions
"elizz, you ok arr???"
some said i looked sick
some said i looked moody
some siad i looked sleepless
i admit that im tired
but im not moody or ill!!
maybe cause of this week didn't sleep well
one whole week like night ghost only
everytime think of alcohol
i need beer badly
no idea why
just need beer to drunk myself up
forget bout everything
now what i want is just a simple and normal life
is easy but hard!!
yesterday night went out yamcha with kahhing and baozai
we meet at station one and agian
i lost my way!!!!
hahahahahah
pls pls pls dont laugh at mii!!!
at long as i reached there!!!!
hahahahahahaha
around 2 only reached home
then continue with my drama~~
the ending is so!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha...
tot will got second round with baozai
who know
he ffk mii~~
TT
end up sleep only
suddenly thinking of having cigarette
but in the end i try nothing~~~
hhhhheeeemmmmmmmmmm

now still in back office
update my little almost death blog,
my blog gonna alive back soon
soon
very soon
how soon?
no idea~~

time to back home~~
good night
to you
to you
and
to you~~

death blog again!!!

2010-10-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

i knew that i been leave my blog blank again and again
already i promise myself i wanna make my blog alive yet it still remain
lately been working until like no life
i want my life back!
can i?
is that possible?

lately i been did mistake all the while
i glad to have a DM there to stand by for me
i hope that will be the one and ONLY time for me to put him in trouble
i really dont know how to face everything in one shot
seems like being careless all the while
being useless
starting mistake
starting blur
starting no confidence
starting even not dare to speak with gst
just like yesterday
the gst ask me why with the 5 % surcharge while doing payout
i know why
but i was just like emm emm emm and just looking at Ezal
and then he help me to explain to the gst
why am i now not stand out?
why am i now hiding behind ?
why am i doing?
what going on with me right now?
i want to be improve
i want to be strong
i want to be clear
i want to be stable
i want everything to be stable starting now!!!!!!
right now!!!
munz ~~
fight
fight pls
not for any others
just for yourself
k?
fight!!!!!!!
be stable
dont careless ANYMORE
prove that you can do it!!!!
PROVE it!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

just back from dinner with the cousin and family
like so long din see them dy after langkawi
seriously miss langkawi trip
cause that the only time to spend with family
after working...
i found that is really difficult to meet up even just a second
now most the day i spending my time on working and sleeping
beside then that
i really no time dy..
now only i realized
hotel work is nearly come to NO LIFE..
some day...
i really wish that i can just back to normal...
now i,m still thinking what i really want to be
now i working in a hotel also all because of my study
is just like because of this ihave to do that
what i really want..?
i really dont know...
and no idea..

...

2010-09-26T09:38:00.001+08:00

review back my blog just now
just few post
now i realized my post is getting shorter and
not so frequent to update my blog dy
why m i being so lazy lately arr??
no idea~~

busy~~~

2010-09-24T07:58:00.002+08:00

this 2 day was so damn busy
can said that non stop from 11pm-9-10 something in the morning
cause now working night shift alone with a DM
i really cant believe that night shift can end so late while in busy season
or maybe i really that slow?
haiz~~

that night which is mooncake festival night
while i on my way drive to hotel
passed by lot houses
almost no one play lantern..
kind of disappointing hand heart sad lar
middle of the night
chatting with fren bout this
and we recall back lot of our childhood times
how we play and what we did when mooncake festival
and we do planed one BBQ party for next year
i hope it will on..
hey,
make it on lar pls
then we walk around everywhere
im too excited with it while planning
but
dont know that will he forget when time really come!!!
hmmm~~~

suddenly miss someone so badly~
what is he doing?
did he take good care of himself?
hopefully~

i wanna eat lou xu fan later!!!!!!!!!!
my mom cooked yesterday but i was busy sleeping~
so tak dapat makanT.T

is time to balik
is time to sleep~~

happy mooncake festival

2010-09-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

i believe that almost everyone is sleeping now
but i still awake
cause working night shift
i like working night shift cause nothing much to handle
and not much people i need to see or meet up
but one thing i HATE the most is those stupid mosquito!!!!!
my second time working alone with one DM~~
tomorrow can i dowan work night shift?
cause tomorrow is mooncake festival dy
i wanna spend my time with family
i wanna eat mooncake with family
i wanna sit together with the family to watch movie!!!
i wanna play dang long also~~
but too bad i cant
cause working night shift
maybe can got the chance just hold it
at least i hold it right?????
hahahahahahha
haiz~~~
have to back to work now..
cause lots things to do right at this moment..

everyone~
good night...
have a sweet dreams
and!!!!!
happy mooncake festival!!!!!

finally~~

2010-09-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

finally a break for mii today~~

cause is my offday~

yeah

yesterday dont know y i so blurr..

until wishing almost everyone happy birthday

then they reply mii "today not my birthday lar=.="

sorry

cause i too tired dy~~

until blur

nowadasy shit also no time

finally experience something

its not easy!!!

but i will try my best to make it possible!!

hahahahaha

hhhheeeeemmmm...

starting tomorrow night shift leh

now busy period again

hopefully its not so stress at night~

working alone with the night DM

only 2 of us..

will we survive???

guess so will..

cause tried once before~~

waiting someone to join in

he still waiting the call from hr

hope that will be good news

"hey, i waiting you k????"

hahahahhaha

finally a update!!!

specialy to you~~

2010-09-08T05:31:00.005+08:00

this post is not involve any relationship or anything
is all about friendship~~
hey..
pig..
euu know who euu r..
mr Eddie Ng
my daling~~~~~
the one i used to named him pig
the one i used to named him little mouse
the one i used to scold him stupid
the one whom with small eye
the one whom with baby teeth
the one who like himself to be xiaobai lian
the one who always sit beside
the one i used to quarrel with everyday when my college life
the one i used to tell him alot bout myself
the one i used to share alot but he used to keep alot from mii
the one i used to take alot of picture with
the one who always ignore when i cried
the one who always made mii angry easily
the one i falled in love before*mata tutup!!*
the one i used to hang out the most
the one i used to sing k together the most
we usually went only 2 of us
the one that everyone that we r couple
the one i always study together with
the one like to syok sendiri as i do
the one i always have movie together
the one i always chat the most
the one i quarrel the most
the one whom think himself the most handsome
the who we always swim together
the one who always late for classes and lectures
there is alot more lar..
the one always lazy
the one always sleep like a pig
*he always a pig*
*you know urself.. i just dowan dok bao euu*
`hahahahahahahahahahahah'

nothing much lar...
just wanna tell euu i miss euu alot
remember how we used to be stick with eachother last time
now myside totally without euu since internship start
mii at klia and euu at penang
we got no any chance to meet
even less contact with each other
i really miss euu alot leh
just now i open those photo album
i reviewed back alot pictures taken by us
but now there is non
i start busy with working
you as well
ur working time is all in the middle of the night and will only be off when weekend
and mine are all not fix!!
its so damn hard to meet
now when euu have time also spend with ur friend and not mii leh
cause we not staying near and close to eachother
is kind of hard to meet up
everytime plan to meet yet still have to depends
and it always be delays or cancel
you say lar..
how long we din meet dy??
somemore say very near only
but when got the time for us to meet??
haiz~~~~~
i dont know what will gonna be happen in the future
but i really do treasure our friendship
remember one that argument between us
that the time we dont even talk a word to each other right?????
i dont know that do euu still fresh with that1!!!
hahahahahaha
but now..
we also less talk....
cause timing emm ngam!!!!!
ish!!!!!

eddie arr...
really miss euu leh..
hope euu miss mii too as i do!!!
blek~~:P

~so sweet~~

smelly lar...

the yeng yeng us^^
i miss euu k??
serious miss~~

missing you~~~

2010-09-05T17:52:00.002+08:00

so crazy of missing someone lately
not to mention who is he
but
i really kind of miss him
what is the reason cause mii of so missing him?
no idea
he never know that i miss him
cause i never tell
i dont wish to tell
cause is myself whom spoiled the chances
what to do??
now only i find out he is inside my heart since that day
it is too late to realized
everything already fixed and cant be change
he have his own life now
being happily as how he always is
and mii??
i miss the way he treat mii good
i miss the way he made mii laugh
i miss the way he act like monkey
i miss the way he look at mii
i miss the way he smile at mii
i miss the way he comfort mii
i miss the all him
but now
i have nothing
i have only memories
i have only remind
i have only what in my brain and mind
but truly
that enough for mii
enough for mii to remind him
enough for mii to think of him
is really enough for everything

now what i just wanted to ask him which is
"hey, how there....."

bye. HIM!!!

...

2010-09-05T17:47:00.002+08:00

dont know what the H happening to mii lately
straightly no mood at all
work no mood
sleep no mood
study no mood
wanna do what also no mood!!!
i really no idea of y
said not to leave my blog death
but yet still i lazy to update
sometimes open up my blog
sitting in front of my own home pc
hand on top of the keyboard
then what???
facebook
beside that
whatelse??
nothing
when blog page on
my mind blank
not seem like last time
i always full of what to update
now..
even an outing also i lazy to post\
y m i starting to be so lazy??
what going on with me????
since when huh i starting to be so lazy huh??
anyone can help mii????
pls~~~
i dowan to be so lazy ady~~
no good~~~

munz!!!
is time to wake up..
wake up...
~slapping myself~

im sleepy~~

2010-08-22T08:14:00.003+08:00

sunday morning~~

just ended my night shift

have no idea why

even enough sleep also will still felt sleepy when working night shift!!

last night was so free and i managed to done my things all in time

that was great!!!

so then mii stil got time to play facebook, view japanese page to refresh back my japanese

cause i've been forget almost everything after no more learning

cause no one to speak with=.=

now still at back office...

i dont feel sleepy anymore now...

what lar..

ish~~~~~

i dowan work tonight~~~

sunday night i want to spend time with family

can i??

can i?

huh???

pls~~~~~

hehehe....

~ezal laught alone here with no reason~~

*just posted for fun cause he just right in front of mii*

a question for myself

permanant? or no?

non stop asking myself these days'

until today still i dont have any answer

maybe only until the right time

but

what i should do?>

am i really fit with the job now?

am i really can handle whatever problem occur?

am i realy for everything?

somehow i thinking that i have no different working permanant or parttime now

cause i was schedule as a full timer

but just that i dont have any benefit those permanant have it

is really not worth if i still maintain as parttime pay but fulltime job

what should i?

what i want?

im blank again

no idea again

am i lost again?

think

liz_m

night shift

2010-08-19T02:19:00.002+08:00

today is my first time working night shift
woke up 12 noon and i cant fall back to sleep
so now fighting very hardly with the sleepy worm
i dont know that can i stand until later 7am
but i will try my very best to tahan!!
tahan!!!!
i have to~~~
now only i know working night shift is busy only when eu enter and after 2am!!
im so sorry tat i curi tulang and online here
actually also not consider that i curi tulang..
is that i really nothing to do right this moment~~
have to night shift for one week
hopefully my word wont upside-down cause of working night shift
and im kind of hungry now
can i eat something???
just felt like i wanna eat roti cannai!!!
actually befor come work i ady eat dinner with my family
but i have no idea why still i ffelt so hungry~~
woo~~
i need food..
hahaha
food..
roti canai the best now for mii~~
hahahahahaha

panda_liz

be alive!!!

2010-08-12T19:56:00.001+08:00

i wanna make my blog back to normal again....

home is the warmest place!!

2010-07-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

finally back to work from 4 days mc!!
another tiring day~
really hell lazy to wake up every early in the morning
again
my alarm non stop rang and i just kept ignore
until i realize is abit too late
then only my eye willing to open and my body willing to move!
got myself a fresh up then made myself a bread
medicine have to take after meal
so
just ate 2 slice of bread and, that all for my breakfast^^
opened up the door and i felt the wind kept on blowing
is really very cold
"home is really a warm place that i very wish to stay"
that what pop out on my mind that moment!
no choice
drove all the way to hotel
change
line up
then~~
"happy working!!!"

still! still! still! and still!!!
very blurr with the 6 boxes what breakfast thinggi!!
no idea how to solve it yet!
im still learning~
give mii some more time...
please~~~

is really tiring of handling some fussy guests!!!!
why they just cant stay silently for their stay~~~
why that i can and you all cant huh?
is that guests really just like to complain???
so i might just follow next time staying in any hotel
complain until all the hotel blacklisted mii!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
there wont be a day~
so no worry^^
i'm a good customer and so my family~~^^V
so please~
just please~
diam diam guai guai and just stay wherever euu are ya~~~~~~!!!
*this is an order!!!!!*
:P
really tiring of handling you all lar..
lately we really running full occupancy
no late check out then check out on time lar
wasting our time to find room for the guest
no connecting room then just stay side by side lar..
still request so much for what?
already put euu both in the same floor..
and is just next to each other

still wanna complain *i request connecting room lorrrr*
yayaya~~ MY BAD!!!

i really hope i can overcome everything!!!
as soon as possible~~

home sweet home^^
elizz~~

生病了~~

2010-07-12T12:25:00.002+08:00

终于~~~~
终于打败了发烧病毒!!!
可是
还在跟咳嗽和伤风开着战
天啊~~~
我的鼻子快要掉下来了啦~~~
就在星期四那一天
我要上班的那一刻
突然下起雨来
我逼不得已要出门
雨伞也懒得撑就跑上车了
难免会淋了几滴雨
没想到当天就鼻酸酸的开始伤风了
喉咙也不知觉的变得很干燥!!
第二天起来声音都变掉了
但我还是照常的去上班~
今天的我变得很糊里糊涂
山么都不顺利
但挨了半天后我越来越不对劲了
开始越来越冷
还好当天够人
所以我便要求说我要回家!
刚好嘉敏陪雪薏来interview
所以我就和她们一起咯
等雪薏interview完后我们便往time square去
本来打算要看戏的
最后只是吃了东西后随便逛逛罢了
期间我就感觉到越来越冷越来越不舒服
原本打算和她们一起走pasar malam的我
最后却只好他退堂鼓回家了
因为我真的越来越辛苦了
不过我还是有给到宝贝一点点小惊喜
因为宝贝完全没料到我会出现的~~
当时也闹了不少笑话
因为宝贝真的太好笑了
放她们在sri rampai pasar malam 后我就回家了
但之前我就去看了医生
拿了药和mc后就回家休息了

我的烧算是昨天正式的退完
但是我还得和咳嗽跟伤风抗战!!!
要命啊~~
我不想再吃那么多药了啊
因为药一点都不好吃
快让我好起来吧~~~

get well soon~
elizz

finally~~~

2010-07-07T12:00:00.002+08:00

is really quite some weeks i didn't update my blog~~
i thought that there will be some time for mii after my work
but...
see my death blog also know it doesn't make any sense!!
start from 1st July i been working morning shift until yesterday
today Meko wanna change shift with me
so i will be working 3-11 later
yesterday finally get the chance to meet with BaoBei, Karman and XueYii again
really hard to meet nowadays
cause everyone of us have our own things to do
so..
the very first here i wanna say thank you to Mr.Ivan
i couldn't leave hotel early without his help...
hahahahahah
"you really do looked handsome yesterday!!"*just yesterday ok??"
hahaa
after change then i drove to time square neway to meet up my gals
after sing k section then we walk walk around
cause i wanted to buy a new working shoe...
and yeap, i manage to bought one!!
then we went in to a shop that selling sex toys
the worker even joke around with us
but the ladies worker look so LC!!
whatever~~~
around 7 then i back by car then the 3 gals back by train!!
hope we can have our meet soon!!!

i miss euu all gals!!
~elizz~

好累哦~~

2010-06-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

今天终于开工了
既期待又害怕加紧张
调闹钟7点多
但我却7点前就起来了
我原以为会继续赖床的
谁知道却一点睡意也没有~~
*很奇怪吧, 大家都想我几时变乖了
记得以前在pan pac training 的时候都有pinky叫我起床
而且我真的可以说是睡到猪那样
但现在不同了
我必须自己吃自己
要开始不要依靠或依赖别人
好啦好啦
好像扯太远去了~~
起床后就马上自己梳洗丫
之后还有时间让我洗衣看报纸捏~~
过不久就出门啦~
一路通顺知道time square那条路塞了我一下下
那时Meko已经在停车场那里等着我了
我也在9点前到达
manager要我们10点到但我们9点就到了嘢~~
有咪有很乖???*有*
之后我们就去报到咯
去弄了check in check out的员工卡后就去那制服
*今天忘了拍下~~*
之后又回到HR department wait for Meko
我也拿到locker了啦
当一切妥当后我们又回去报道
过不久便直接上FO开工了

really very blur standing at there and nothing to do
Meko consider my senior
cause she did her internship at the same hotel and the department
today is really my first time to be with the system
i really dont know what can i do
i tried to update the REG card
but both us mii and Meko we wont have password
so cant do anything yet
but yet still i manage to learned to update REG card information
mii also have the chance standing in front the door side
to open and close door when ppl in and out
greet every guests
bring guest to their room
this and that
but the most time i spend was standing in front of the door~~
=.=
i still really not in their system yet
i will try my very very best to fit in
i hope is as soon as possible
i wanna be a fast leaner
i dont wanna to be blurr like today~~
i wish i could have my own thing to do very soon
i wish i could be like anyone of them
the pro side of them but not the personalize of them
today first day work already OT!!!
my leg really nearly break
is really pain like no one business!!!!!!
keep on asked Meko when can we back??
cause i really cant stand anymore by the moment
i leave about 15 mins earlier then Meko at around 7.15pm
waiting Meko at the changing room
then we went Sg.wang to take our dinner at Kim Gary

my cheese baked chicken rice

Meko's

our's

mine!!!

after dinner then we went to Parkson to buy something
then both us back~~

reached home i really just like a death body~~
walk like no soul!!!
hahahahahah
really enjoy in my bath
really dont wish to walk out from bathing
enjoying bathing with hot water the most
almost fall asleep~~

tomorrow afternoon shift
3-11
haiz~~
~~i have this shift~~

tonight should be a good sleep~~
cause too tired~~

even lazy to edit
=.=
good night

C奶兵团

2010-06-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

今天我们又出动C奶兵团了咯
又是我们家,阿姨,和表姐们出去的时候咯
妈妈一早就和阿姨她们一起了
我们4姐妹就等到妹妹们补完习后才去join...
之后我们全部挤进表姐的Van出发
先放他那两个宝贝儿子去他爸的跆拳道班
之后他们就往榴莲出发
我的天丫
榴莲
最讨厌榴莲了啦~~
所以就只有她们吃我看的份咯
真的不夸张
闻到榴莲味我真的头会痛捏
当时真的很想拿风油出来嗅~~
至少没有酱臭嘛~~
*爱榴莲的朋友们, 很抱歉, 我真的不喜欢榴莲~~
之后表姐就载我们到一个叫"中国风"的店
老妈原以为会没东西好买
谁知买最多的是她=.=
我呢??
就只是坐在那里看tom and jerry~~
不要笑我!!!
之后我们就去载外公
然后一起吃晚餐
叫了很多东西吃
烧鸭, 不懂什么鸡, 菜, 和咖喱鱼头
大概就这些吧~
等到9点多才有得吃
我真的饿扁了~~
不过那烧鸭真的有好吃捏
吃完后就载外公回家
本来还有下场的
谁知道cancel掉了
之后就在外公家听表姐不停的投诉
她真的像发了神经似的重复又重复~
快被她给搞疯了呢

外公的痴呆快要把我老妈给气疯了
每次不按时吃药~~
唉....
之后最经又好像有什么皮肤病
有顽皮不要看医生
再这样下去谁也救不了你啊~
唉~~~~

happy father's day~~

3 movies in a day again

2010-06-18T23:31:00.006+08:00

today went KLCC with the mother and sisters

yesterday we ask mummy to go watch toy story 3 together
so she booked for it and we went today

when reached to the counter
mummy booked for another 2 movie
which is The-A-Team and Nanny McPhee
we then went for out brunch--Sushi King around 12
and the first movie toy story start 12.30...
in the almost ending part was so touching
i almost drop my tears
cause it show that Andy really treat his toys just like family
he have it since he was young until he enter to college...
then only he pass his toys to someone whom he think will really take care of his toy~
the movie ended then we went to the Sony phone shop
cause my sis want to buy a phone
end up she brought Sony J20i

and i dont really like it~~
hahahahahah...
then walked walked walked and walked
finally second movie
The-A-Team

another funny movie~~
laugh non stop inside the cinema~~
and then the last movie

small c and big P~~
i like those piggy inside the movie
they can swim and also claim trees~~~
even gymnastic..
"when you don't need me but want me i'll be there,
but when you want me but don't need me i'll leave~~~"
3movies end then we back home to take our dinner
i really hungry till want die dy~~
hahahaha
enjoy the day today~

teehee~
love.elizz

finally~~~

2010-06-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

终于
终于我有工作了
今天meko一大早突然打来问我还要不要去interview
我当然说我要啊
我们就4点约在ritz carlton附近的parking等咯
出门吃午餐前我就赶快把resume给print出来
之后就和妈妈和老妹们出门吃午餐
吃完后我们到bintang卖点东西
之后就回家了
到节后我即刻冲上楼换衣, 化妆
之后就匆匆忙忙的和老妈交代一声后就出门咯
由于我是个百分百的路痴
所以我必须经由meko教我怎么去
到star hill parking那里我就打给她了
一开始我明明就走对了
她却说我走错了
唯有兜一个大圈再回到原点咯
由于她误会我第一次走错路
很自然的第二轮也是错误的
我又必须再回到原点
终于在第三次走对了
恭喜恭喜丫
我们真的好一对哦~~~
一个不会认路, 一个不会带路 =.=冷~~
到达那停车场后就在那里等她咯
她一看到我就发了疯似笑不停
我也唯有赔笑咯~~
^^
进去后我们就等
一直等
不停的等
我就顺便填form咯
之后呢~
还是一样
~等~
终于那manager来了
好帅哦
我傻了看着他罢了
真的有帅到咯~~
之后一样
又不懂要等什么
之后就和他上楼去interview了
meko interview得比我久
大概半小时吧
而我呢
一进到去他就和我说我之前做的online test没有pass
my god~~~
不要再让我面对什么考试了
拜托
可是他叫我做part time先
可能一两个月后再签我
那也就唯有这样我
我点头
所以呢
星期一正式开工
期待~~

elizz~~

懒~~~

2010-06-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

懒...
我相信每个人都有懒的时候
但我
未免也太过懒惰了吧???
简直是无可救药!!!
以往那么爱更新部落格的我
现在连log in都懒啊
怎么办???
快快来救我~~~

shangri-la

2010-06-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

Shangri-la called mii this morning
lucky i managed to picked up the call
cause they want me to go for the interview at 2pm
i just apply thur internet yesterday and now i get the call dy
i really hope this time they will take me
i first online to check where is their actual location
then went out to photocopy whatever cert i have with me
*they request for*
but i only have everything until my SPM
so i just give until my SPM level and they accept
on my way i called baobei and confirm where is the place
cause they went there for part time before
and yea~
i manage to get there on my own
is on my own everyone!!!
hahahahahahahahaha
is really hard to find a parking there
i round and round around the parking for about 4 times only i get a parking
and is hell far from the lift and i need to walk a long distance
the HR department really surprise me cause their office is placed at the receive stock area
this interview was much relax then yesterday!!!
they said i will have a second interview on monday @11.30 am
so just have to wait for monday
then will be know i accept by the hotel or not
i wish i in!!
please
bless me..

at night went pasar malam with the sister
so long i din go dy~
so since tonight i free and think of going
brought some food from there
lucky im not that hungry
if not..
i think i'll be buying the whole pasar malam~~

i need job
elizz

interview

2010-06-03T16:56:00.002+08:00

woke up early in the morning and got nothing to do
decided to apply job only
double tree intro by Jason
but i cant click in to how to do apply the form online
yet i manage to get the number out and i called
and they said i have to go apply the form on my own to at the hotel
so...
i choose to go after i get myself ready for everything
but i decided to wear only casual and not formal^^
suddenly received a call from Janice..
so decided to wait her at college around 2.30pm
when reached coll then meet up with Karman and Xiaohui
actually today back college suppose to have something to do
cause i decided to pick up a Japanese short course
but my mom dont allow mii to do so
so i just went there to meet them up
later aster karman ask
the office said the date already close..
so the plan tak jadi lar~~
by fetching Karman back her house
decided to borrow formal shirt from her
cause they think of better wear formal to go for apply form
then make up in the car as well
Janice said she will reaching later so better she wait me at Ampang Park LRT station
so on lar..
me and Xiaohui straight went from college
is actually not that far away from my home
after meet up with Janice then Xiaohui turn to back with LRT
only Janice and i went for the apply form
the place really damn high class lar.
enjoy the environment
but
is giving me pressure too=.=
then went to the office at 45th floor
the lift move hell fast until i tinnitus
i admit that the first time we went the wrong floor-54
then the second time only we reach~
lucky i got bring along my passport size picture with me
cause the form request of it
actually i never tough of having interview on today
when they said wait for interview i totally shiver
my palm full of sweat
i really stun most of the time while he asking me question
i was like yii yii arr arr for most the time
he know that i very nervous
and yes i admit that i am
and he kept on say no need to be nervous
but sorry
i cant control
maybe this just my second time of interview
yea~
i have no an experience before for work
after me then Janice turn
i back first before she finish cause i'm in rush
after she came out from the office and she told mii the hotel just need one more people
and both us thinking that we wont be the lucky one~
kind of sad
cause they look for experience one
and i dont~
waiting for another hotel~~

i need job
elizz

is june now~~

2010-06-01T22:05:00.002+08:00

oh hey..
time passing so hell fast and its june now
what am i doing now is just stay at home wait for job confirm
but until today there is still no any call T.T
its is not as easy as i thought to get a job
i really hope i can get my job by the latest this month
i dont wanna wait some more
is kind of suffer staying at home doing nothing beside online and TV
this kind of life is seriously killing me
i'm glad and happy that my parents did not say much bout my failed
maybe they understand my situation and bla bla bla
but still
my mom complain that i wasting my time now while waiting for the resit
yea i know mother, thx for the remind =.=!!!

and so now..
what should i do to get my very first job?
i really very confusing of everything
i dont know what to do and how to do
but i really trying my very best to get for it~~
i want a job not for any reason
just wanna have something to do and learn
that what it is
actually at the very first i was looking only for hotel job
but now.
any zap pa lang also come lar~~~~~
i want, and willing to try and learn~~
but my priority sure lar hotel line
cause that working with what i learned^^
but..
3 days dy leh
still no any respond leh
T.T
even tried on jobstreet...
no any news also...
people out there who need a worker..
please lar..
look at me here~~
haha
heeemmm....
what i can do now is wait, wait, wait and wait
i hope i will get the respond fast
cause i need non stop searching for more chances
i dont wish to missed any of it!!!

i need a job asap!!!
elizz

3年了~~~

2010-05-31T18:58:00.002+08:00

没想到某些时候时间原来可以过得很快的
和他分开也即将踏入3年了
我原以为我已经把他忘得一干二净了
但原来不是
我只是把那段记忆埋葬起来
然后不再想起
但一旦想起来
泪水原来可以是一发不可收拾的~~
刚刚的我驾着车
很显然是故意的经过他的家
那个让我哭过, 笑过, 伤过, 心痛过, 无奈过, 担心过,
的某人的某家
这是我第二次的经过了
第一次的我毫无感觉
但偏偏这一次
我泪流了~~
突然忆起好多好多
我们的认识
我们的谈话
我们的开始
我们的甜蜜
我们的一切
一直到
我们的结束
我第一次驾车还是他教我的呢
当时我只是说"我要驾, 可以吗?"
他就二话不说的走到副司机位坐下
当时的我很紧张
不会踩油也不会踏brake
他笑我
对
他最爱就是笑我笨
那时的我也很爱突然踏brake,
他就会骂我
"你以为路你买的啊??? 突然brake 就 brake... 如果后面有车怎么办?? bla bla bla~~"
我最爱就是在他驾车时看着他
因为这时的他最帅
让我每次都忍不住往他脸上亲下去
他也很喜欢和我说一句
"笨蛋, 我知道我帅啦"
之后就和我眨一眨眼
晕啊~~~
那可是他的招牌动作哦
他很爱很爱叫我笨蛋
他说我在他眼里怎样都是个笨蛋
无药可救的笨蛋
因为我爱上他所以变成一位笨蛋~~
我就和他说
"笨蛋也是会很幸福的诶~~"
我很喜欢煮东西给他吃
可是他每次都不会把食物吃完
那时最喜欢看着他洗碗
很可爱
一个大男人被我逼着洗碗
但他还是很很乐意的说
还不小心被他哥哥看到呢
*羞~(@^_^@)~

很多甜蜜开心的画面对白涌现于脑海
但
当然的我也忘不了是怎样被他伤得遍体鳞伤
我不会重提~
因为不想提起
忘了吧~~~
就这样忘了吧~~~
哈哈^^

写这一篇不为什么啦
就爽罢了咯~~

你.过得好吗?
elizz

just for fun~~

2010-05-27T12:43:00.003+08:00

finally i change my bed sheet yesterday night since few days ago i said i wanna change until yesterday night!!!
some more is before i sleep
beside that
i also rearrange my bears
and realized that i really have lot bears to sleep with mii~~

there are so huge of them
let say hi to all my bears pls~~
love them so much ♥♥♥♥~~

took almost 45 minutes to done it
is time to bed..
good nites
o~~
sweet bed~~
hahahahahahhahahahahahaha

elizz

i'm not P licen anymore~~~

2010-05-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

yo people out there...

nothing much
just wanna share that i'm not a P license anymore
let put ur hand together and clap for mii please~~~
*non of our business lar~~~*
*i already drop my P long time ago lor~~~*
ppl out there replied@@
went JPJ with xiaohui after class to done my license payment
then we went sg.wang to have our lunch cause she wanna look for new phone and also repair her camera's charger
but both is already hungry like XXXX
so when we reached we look for FOOD first~~
so we decided to have our brunch at the toilet bowl restaurant.

*the menu even have a toothbrush with*

after our meal then we walked around at the first and second floor to look for phone
she looking for samsung star~~
in the end still she manage to get it...
mii??
still looking for what phone to buy~~
haha

xiao hui,
waiting for euu to accompany mii buy phone k??
hahahha

elizz

not real~~

2010-05-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

is that possible for me to believe that everything is not real
recently i already not in a good mood
and yet still i receiving such scary news
i hope i not real
i hope that everything happening now is not fit what the conclusion
i hope it not real
everything
please
just dont be real
i will check
and i wont want ur accompany...
i really dont need..
not i angry you or what
is just i dont want you right by myside..
cause you will only giving me stress..
what is all what i never tell you
i dont know how to say.
but..
i hope i can have time for me to be clear with everything
please
all just fake
pls~~~

pray hard~~

down down down~~~

2010-05-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

suddenly think back when intern time
pinky and the housemate like to sing a song..
"baby are you down down down down down~~"
that including me who love to sing this song when anyone of the housemate looked down
and
im now very very down
why am i so unlucky in the last semester??
why cant i pass all the resit papers??
wasting my time
still remember on passed thursday
i woke up at 9 early in the morning
is actually woke by my crazy little dog kopi~~
then i cant fall back to my sleep
then i start worry bout my result
still one more hour to go
i wait, wait, wait, and wait
after turn on the PC i then go to bath
after bath then i came to sit in front of my pc
and typed
*www.tarc.edu.my*
college home page
when the time i type the first word my tears already lost control
i dont know why
kept feel that i wont pass my paper..
then key in my ID and my password...
then i take a A4 paper to cover the monitor..
tears again..
just like a cry baby
and i saw "REMARK" word around..
so i remove the paper
as what i though
i failed
yea..
FAILED again
i never know that i will failed for the all 3
really cant control my tears by that moment
so just let it fall

until today still i cant accept the fate
why when the time i choose of continue my study then i get this result?
is that i really not work hard enough?
or is that i not lucky enough?
really...
i dont know what to say lar...

now what my plan is to work
start looking for job dy
hopefully i can start my job next month

and now..
i still haven tell my parents
i really dont know how to tell them
really
who can teach mii how to tell them huh?
haiz.....

wanna say thx to whom support mii always
thx for the comfort also
thx always stay beside mii
thx everyone

sorry i made eu all down
sorry i cant go for advance
sorry
thx

down~~
elizz

随便

2010-05-14T15:24:00.002+08:00

冰咖啡是你最爱喝的口味
时而加糖时而苦涩
你身上自然散发的气味是我最喜欢的味道
拥着你入睡
看着你说早安
轻轻的你吻在我额头
微微的扬起我嘴角
熟睡的我感觉到你指尖轻轻滑过我脸
是幸福
是满足
是肯定的知足
嘴里总是莫不关心
心里却时刻惦记着你
时常装作若无其事
但却时刻致电于你
说着幸福很遥远
但却已经计划着每个明天
很想很想
永恒的
辈子的
拥有现在
拥有一切
拥有你
犹记得无名指上那戒指
是你曾经给过的承诺
我不当真
你不提起
如今事已成过去
看着戒指
想着从前
想着你
每个承诺
每个画面
每个你
都还好吗?
一切都好吗?
听说你... ...
谢谢你
我的回忆
谢谢你~

盼再见
elizz

sing k with eve and jackie

2010-05-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

today suppose to go for terminate my boardband
as eve dated me out to sing k
so i bring along the boardband to terminate it and meet with her and jackie
BUT
the people said they only help to do registration and not termination
but i remember when the time i register they said i can back to there to do for the termination
yet now all BULLSHIT!!!
whatever~~
then straight we walk to Neway
our flavor singing place^^
yinze suppose to be here with us but... ... ...
too bad
so hard to meet yet she not here with us
we had lot of fun there
some more play with Jackie's phone
the stupid tissue roll
and also the "dok bo bo " that game~~
hahahahahahahahaha
really wanna make me get myself an iPhone
But
i lazy to use all the application and function
so no point getting one
so iPhone OUT
after the sing K section then we took a short walk around the mall
chit chat and chit chat
then all back
i back on my own and Eve follow Jackie

heeemmmmmm
although is just a short gather with them
yet is still warm and lovely~~
i really miss them so much
*but i choose to hide all my feeling*
is really hard to meet with them nowadays
hope we can have our next meeting soon~~

next time date more ppl pls...
yinze must come!!!

hope to meet again soon...
elizz

happy mathers' day~~

2010-05-12T17:33:00.007+08:00

is time for mii to post bout my mothers' day
this mothers day i decided to bake a cake for her
*hey ppl, please trust my skill*
cause i've been in pastry kitchen for one short month
although is short but i learned alot ok??
went to buy all the ingredient first at the cake shop
then bake the cake on saturday night after dinner with the cousin sis, aunt and grandpa

mix all together in a mixer
at first i actually planed to back a cheese cake
but end up with chocolate cake

i know i very serious^^

taadaa~~~
it ready to go to the oven

when it done is bout 1 something
so went to bed first
and let it cold overnight
then only continue to do the decor on the next day which is sunday
`Mother's Day'

applying cream for the topping...
then then then
*no pic

the word very ugly i know
wanna write
"happy mother's day"
but not enough space
so that y become
"happy mom's day"
and the chocolate made my word ugly..
if know then i'll choose icing sugar~~~

hope mama will like it..
for mii the cake is abit too sweet~~

happy mama day^^
elizz

special for all my lovely housemate~~

2010-05-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

still remember what happened on the first day?
still remember how i met you gals on the first day?
remember how we all cried together on the first day?
still remember how we complain bout the suck hostel?
still remember after that we went to have dinner at the mamak?
still remember how munyee, eyyn and boey came to us???
that how i met you gals~~!!!
at first i really blank on how to survive in a new environment by without knowing anyone of you!
fortunately,
the all of you are friendly, funny, and crazy
just like i do
i'm really glad to know you all
i'm really glad to being housemate with you all
we share lots of things before
we shared the most is our laugh
we always laugh until the whole buildings also our voice
we always laugh until tired only go to bed
we also always work together to maintain the cleanliness of the hostel
we even have our own duty roaster for it~~
if not we wont be staying at a place which already cleaned by US!!!
we having meals together
we care bout each other
we worry bout each other
we help each other
we celebrate whom birthday
we surprise them
we hang out together
we play fight fight with each other
BUT,
OUR FRIENDSHIP ALWAYS THERE!!!!
everynight we'll see Colby also
he always came to our hostel
always came to join us
steven too..
but less..
cause his shift always messed~~
while typing this post here really remind mii alot during our life in hostel
i hope you gals too have the same flash back
really happy to know euu gals and also the 2 guys~
this was my first time to experience staying outside without family for 3 months
and its a GOOD and MEMORABLE memories to mii~~~

somehow
is time to leave and separate with each other
still remember how we hug and cry
still remember how we said good bye
still remember everyone of you
i hope time can turn back
at least i can rerun over everything with you all
but,
time wont tick back
so,
we just look forward~~

~NEXT TRIP PLEASE~

elizz

幸福 . 平静

2010-05-09T17:24:00.002+08:00

幸福真的很难得到吗???
能给我幸福的人
我到底要用什么样的方式连接到???

原以为他就是哪一位
没想到他不属于我的

有那么一个人
他很了解你
他很知道你在想什么
知道你要的是什么
绝对绝对能给得了你一切你心想的
他很关心你
他很照顾你
他担心你吃不饱
他担心你睡不好
他担心你被欺负
当你驾车时sms他会被他阻止
当你吃得少他会叫你吃多两口
当你看着他
他会给你一个很温暖的微笑
当你感到不安
他会在你额头轻轻的留下热热的吻
当你感到害怕紧张
他会给你一个肯定的拥抱
当你说你不要
他不会逼你说要
当你说要
他会想尽一切办法达到
当说再见时
他会握着你的手舍不得放开
当你流泪时
他会用指腹为你擦去眼泪

他的担心
他的叮咛
他的呵护
他的怀抱
他的温度
他的所有
他的一切

都是不超过而自然的

然而
这个人
对我如此好的一个人
却不是我的
他不属于我
我也不属于他
我们只是在彼此填补彼此

现在是时候各自回到原点了
我们是不应该再纠缠的
因为
是不可能会有结果了
放手吧

回归平静

elizz

终于

2010-05-09T17:22:00.001+08:00

我终于真正的回到家了
我终于从工作压力中放松过来了
我终于能躺在自己床上安稳的睡着了

my dearest!!!

2010-04-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

over slept again yet having gathering with baobei, karman, xueyii and eddie
im here to apologize again that i not purposely one
please just forgive mii
and it just an hour late~~
so sorry k???

went to fetched up karman first before eddie and joyjoy
joy just joined us for lunch at spice and chill
that our favorite place
the same thing i ordered
we also sharing some our intern story together
so miss the time we always stick together
so miss the time we always play together
so miss the moment we hug together
so miss the time we laugh together
so miss when schooling time~~
i miss all of you k??
so glad that Karman found her beloved one at Penang
so cant wait to see him
but dont know will there be a chance for the jimuis us to meet him up
stay sweet ya Karman...
our crazy Cartoon Face is in so so so love now♥
finished lunch then dropped joy at Jusco then we made a move to time square
first we planed to have movie but end up went for KTV~~

Neway my favorite place^^
we just so enjoy of our self inside there
stand and dance around
wondering when only will got the chance again to play like today?
so regret that i forgot to bring my camera
thought of wanna take lots of picture with them
but still we managed to capture some pic by using their mobile phone

around 6...
for everyone of us to go back
Eddie leave slightly earlier then us
before he leave he hugs each of us
that made mii feels like crying
but i success to not let my tears drop
yet i failed when hug by the gals karman, xueyii and baobei
the time when we make a move to leave
i saw tears from xueyii
so..
my tears drop T.T
i really dont wish to say good bye by that time
cause i really so miss them
so difficult to meet again after today
is really very difficult
they follow mii to take my car cause karman backpack is at the car boot
again we hug each other when the time we really said good bye
my eyes id full of tears again
on my way back i cried like no one business
just like the day the last day at college

i hope there will be a chance for us to stick together again always
i want the time be here fast
i want euu all stay by myside always
will it be possible?
i knew is kind of difficult because everyone now is going the different way
eddie,xueyii and baobei probably not going to continue their studies again
karman will go for her advance i think
i will too..
but i might be changing to a new college
so how?
how we gonna have the chance again to meet like the time we still in college??
... ... ... ... ...
... ... ... ...
... ... ...
... ...
...

i miss you all...

im back

2010-04-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

很难想象那么爱写部落的我竟然1个多月没开过自己的blog
到底在忙什么丫我???
最近真的有点小忙啦
我真的很少开电脑online
就算开了我也不过上那么一下下的网
F1终于在星期日那天结束了
终于有能好好休息那么一下下的时间了
这也代表着intern即将完毕了
问我会对这里舍不得吗??
老实说
我会
我真的会
昨天才和pinky聊起
原来我已经开始想念kitchen里的每一个人了
虽然他们都很坏蛋和很爱欺负人
终究他们还是带给我很多很多的欢笑
我也在里面学了不少对我而言是陌生的马来文
很难想象最后一天道别的我会有多难过
啊啦
那些事就等我最后一天的update吧
至少现在还在工作着
还能继续的与他们玩闹
-----------------------------------------------------
F1的整个星期里
整个kitchen都好壮观哦
好多人来帮忙呢
大家团结起来
好喜欢这种感觉^^
虽说是累了一些些
可是还是接受得了的
尤其在那2天里
我终于觉得我们trainee不是多余和摆美的了
因为我们被重视了
这让我感觉我是在里面的员工
大家都不再那么的陌生遥远
大家都没有分身份
就这样单纯的互相帮忙
真的好团结一致的说
经过了这两天
让我更加的喜欢kitchen里的很多员工
也让我真真实实的看到他们多么认真工作的一面
突然真的觉得他们好好好帅哦^^
认真的男人最帅了

就酱吧
想不到还能打些什么
好想休息休息
晚安
will not be the death blog any more perhaps....

~~

2010-02-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

can't believe that i've been staying here for almost one week~
what my life here?
sure having lots of fun with the housemates..
but some how,
still i miss my home, my family, my bed, my dogs, my hamster and also my babies...
almost everyday we like end intern straight after work
when working time i felt so tired and just like no more energy
but when the clock tick to 5~
woohoo~~~
is my time to play..
no any tired feel, no any lazy feel, just happy and fun feelings..
but when boarded in to bus then i don't know why i must sleep..
just like today
when the time i woke up i was actually very awake..
but when sitting inside the bus..
hoohoo~~
my eyes will close up automatically~~
dont be jealous of my piggyness k??
wakakakakaka
still got 2 more months to go
then i can finish suffer from work
when study time i thinking of working is better
cause no need memories this and that
but now when come to work
i hell miss my study life
at least it is more enjoyable then working
although it will be very suffer when exam period lar.
but is just a short period to suffer but long to enjoy~
some how now having my intern here
say truly,
although it is suffer, but is still acceptable to mii
happiness will only occur when you accept the fate~
woohoo~
now in my mind was thought of will i continue my studies or not?
this is a question i kept on asking myself
and always with the answer "YES!!"
but some how there will be a "NO~"
i dont know why
just some how and i dont know how~
if i choose to continue then where will i continue my studies?
if dont?
what will i do?
if really headache to think it now~
have to make my decision fast
cause i dont think there will be much time left~
think that after intern ba~~~
alehluyah~~
i think is time to sleep..
nighty night..
is time to call baby
cause is her big day now^^

...

2010-02-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

很快的我即将要换kitchen了
从paastry换去degrees煮的
刚刚开始我真的几乎每天都在抱怨说做得好辛苦好痛苦
每天不是手痛就是脚痛
难得在里面做到自然了
和里面的人难得熟络了一点点
突然就说要换kitchen了
真的有种好... ...
好不懂怎样的感觉...
虽然我的马来语说得不好
但至少我们还是能沟通的~~
虽然每次被那癫的DIM欺负
今天才发现原来他也是会关心人的
因为今天的我很很很不舒服
因为那个来噜
但我没告诉全世界啦
啊不过我这里也有大喇叭的
那kakak帮我传通街捏~~
之后那傻佬就叫我去和温水和不断问候之类的
才发现原来他也是会关心人D~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
在pastry里做的都是cookies之类的东西
但还是很多东西要顾虑到的
形状，大小，厚度，这样那样的
每天都要搬东搬西的
东西都不轻的咧
因为他们一produce就是large quantities的丫
很累
但慢慢的熟悉和习惯了后又是离开的时候了...
换去western kitchen以后我又要面对怎样的压力呢???
我又要用多久的时间来适应和熟悉环境呢???
不懂哪里到底好不好...
可是我懂我的chef很好的
但还是会怕他很凶...
因为他好高大一只哦~~
hahahahahah

will be update soon lur

working day again~~

2010-02-18T01:39:00.002+08:00

today work at 3pm..
alarm set 9 but 10 only i woke up
dated with Pinky to meet at Kl central at 12.30
after the breakfast with the family
the sister fetched mii to LRT and around 12
i thought i will reaching earlier
who knows pinky already there waiting for mii
we took 1 pm bus to KLIA then only walk to the hotel
on the way only i realize i din bring along my sock and toothbrush with mii
memag siao betul lar mii
wtf
so went KLIA to buy but too expensive and i din buy it..
hoohoohoo
then quickly i sms Michell to buy mii my toothbrush
if not tomorrow i gonna use my finger to brush my teeth^^
*not funny i know*
then luckily today work not worst like yersterday
i really no idea what happen to mii yeaterday leh
totally shit till the max man
wth wrong going on with mii huh??
no idea~
but thank god everything goes smoothly today
*praying*
today what i made ya??
oh ya..
the oat meal cookies^^
then the cream puff everythings...
and
no more~~
i even followed the kakak and abang to pick up closing
to be honest
i curi makan at there
i ate lot salmon fish..
neh...
the pinky lor..
teach mii to do like that
and yet i followed..
hahahahha
my first time working afternoon shift leh
so today is 3 till 11 pm
we back with bus perkerja~~
when the time reach home is already 12.30
all being pig dy except the 3 of us suzzy, pinky and i
the toilet same problem again
can some one just faster come and fix it?
when we need to over all this idiotic of suffer???
making mii mad only
pls lar dun make mii complain again..
i dowan the fellar kill mii k?
after bath then came the to post blog^^

i think is time to sleep dy~~
hope tomorrow also will go fine...

年初三=倒霉天???!!!

2010-02-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

见天是年初三
我已经开工了
只是放了两天假
怎样玩都不爽~~
为什么说是我的倒霉天呢???
我又要说故事了噜
首先
一个大早就起床了
因为今天做9点
想睡迟一点也不行的说
9点开工...
suppose 7点半就要出门了
可是我差不多8点才出门
之后到cheras的那个路口要去KLIA哪里
老妈miss掉还说“哎呀,要转进去”
好咯
9点多到
迟到一点本就没什么
拿了衣服
站在locker前
很好~~~
锁匙忘了在车上
赶紧打给妈妈叫她掉头
所有东西搞定后我也只迟了15分钟
都还好吧??
可是迟了就是迟了~~
之后开始做东西了
首先是要做那么cream puff
同学们，
你们都还记得cream puff 怎样做吗??
准备完所有材料后就开始做了
第一次自己记错step所以不成功那也就算了
第2次，kakak 看着我做还是不成功
第3次，很好，kakak 站在我旁边，看着我的steps，这些那些的
我还是不成功
3次3次都倒完!!!!!
直到第4次那kakak 自己做才成功~~~
搞到我差不多2点才放break
那cafe 2 点就关了咧T.T
之后回去又继续做别的
先做饼皮才做topping
饼皮做的还不赖
之后问题就来了
我去那放tray的地方要拿已经baked 了的g.almond
他们的tray stand 是一层层的
没有关联的
我有本事可以把上面的面包很不小心的弄掉了
它是因为什么而掉我真的不懂咧~~~
因为我是拿下面的
就在我拿出来那一刻
上一格的那面包就跟我这样的掉下来
我真的就呆在哪里咯
好想找个洞躲起来不要再出来!!!
好想哭..
真的好想哭...
赶快把所有东西做完都就收拾回家了
走去巴士站那一刻开始我就不断的翻着自己的书包要找我的钱包
可是怎样的我还是找不到
顿时整个人好无力哦
原先我以为我把钱包忘在家了
还好我找到红包钱
大概是我昨晚临睡钱往书包里放的吧
要不然我真的也不懂要怎样回了T.T
我真的可能会身无分文捏
不要说回ampang了
可能连自己的宿舍也回不了!!!
之后回到家再一次翻书包竟然让我看到自己的钱包美美的躺在书包里!!!
真有它的~~
真想知道今天的我到底发生着什么事情???
为什么尽然能sai到这样的程度??
好想杀人哦!!!!!!!!!!
明天做3点
可以迟一点醒来^^

希望明天以后一切顺顺利利~~
保佑丫~~
munz~~

年30晚^^

2010-02-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

so excited that can back home today for celebrate chinese new year
but just off until tuesday only...
at first though of asking one more off day..
but too bad the chef said im just a trainee so cant have this offer..
so then have no choice lur..
today the chef let mii back early leh
i should finish at 5 but he let mii off at 3
so after work then meet with steven and gaffar
so took bus to KL centra, then train and star line back to my own home-Ampang
i so scare i will lost leh..
first time back home alone so far..
last week still got bowie and colby accompany mii took KTM
but today mii have to back alone to ampang
is really my first time
so
i really so scare that i will lost leh
to ppl who knew mii surely knew i have no sense of direction right?
hahahahahaha
but thank god my eyes still can clearly see the sign board..
wakaka
when the while i reached home all the relative already at my home
so
wait time pass then we started to have our tuan yuan fan^^
so miss my home leh
luckily tonight my home got home cook food~~
so sweet..
wakakakakakakaka
tomorrow going to aunty house lur..
gamble time again??
will i play???
i think so..
tired dy lur..
nighty night^^

gong xi gong xi lur^^

munz is back again

2010-02-10T23:19:00.006+08:00

i do promised to myself that i'll try my best to upload my blog everyday
but i didn't
please.
just please forgive my laziness...
i really dont know how i gonna do my report with this..
cause actually i was refreshing my mind on what happened last week
but..
FAILED
ok~
i admit that i old dy..
dont jealous of my old age plssss~~~
but i remember that last week we the housemate like starting to get into our new life here
we starting to play around
joke around
fun around
and our unit is the most noisy one
ooopppsssyyy
luckily no ppl come over to knock our door...
we just talk talk talk thne laugh like no one business
but that no one business marr..
is our own business
but this weeks our house here a little bit of silent
is not as noisy as last week
cause in this week most them are afternoon shift which is from 3-11pm
there are 1 or 2 midnight....
to admit
i love noisy more then silent
hahahaha
and and and one senior -- colby~~
he always came to our house to play
if he din come over,
i really dont know what will he do with all the H ppl.
hahahah
and and adn
last sunday i back home wei..
so so so happy
at first though my mom coming to the hotel to fetch mii up
but who knows i need to back home myself cause she and dad suddenly not free
so no choice
and my sis them also not at home
they went to have dinner with the grandpa and the cousins
so in the end also i made my choice to go kepong to meet them up
took KTM with colby and bowie...
monday early in the morning need back to work again
so hell tired
i dont know why
hahahaha
today our staffs cafe have new look wei
CNY feel geh~~
since yesterday they already playing new year song
but abit boring cause the song is repeat and repeat only
hahahahahaha
and and adn today have also chinese style food leh
so happy.....

today's chicken also tasty abit^^

desert also leh~~
honeydew sago^^

both mun..
munyee and munz

see how much we ate today~~
hahahaha
that CB hand~~

i think that all for today
very sleepy and tired dy~~
night

p/s: to CB and munyee
please leave mii ur blog link while eu viewing mii
thank u~~

i miss.......

second day of intern

2010-02-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

woke up early at 6 something in the morning..
regret that din bring along my alarm with mii..
cause my phone's alarm not able to wake mii..
but lucky today still i manage to woke up after the tiredness of yesterday..
and i also slept late at around 2.3o am..
after washed up ourselves then is time for us to run out to take bus dy
cause i think that we already late..
and who know we leave Pinky behind..
we dont know that she still in her room and still sleeping cause her door was close..
and that made mii though that she went out with the roommate..
after we the gang walking and boarding to the bus i received a call from Pinky
and she said that she rushing out..
that was shocking mii up..
so in the end she not manage to rush for the first bus then she wait for the second trip..
the bus sent us reached to KLIA station..
which mean that we still need to walk over to the hotel
and is to the back door..
cause all staffs are not allow to enter from main door..
hahaha
i believe every hotel are like that~~
today i placed to pastry
i was so so so so happy
cause i like pastry alot
and so i really non stop doing things..
yet this made mii complain to my friends alot and said i do lot of things..
but by now sitting down here...
i think of everyone also doing as many or even more than i do
so
complain also no use..
hahha
i some more OT neh..
just just a short 45 minutes OT
today i really did lot of things...
first i follow to the restaurant to refill the empties..
then back to the pastry
i start to help kakak make the biscuit..
i forgot what the name of the biscuit is..
hahaha
not only that..
i also help to placed stock to where its suppose to place..
then..
also also...
dono what cheese what what..
i also forgot..
hahahahahahahahahhaa
from made the sugar dough
until the filling..
woohoo
so so so happy
although really lots of things to do..
but i still very enjoy it..
as i said i OT
so i kept the housemates and roommates to wait for mii
so sorry for that
then we took bus together with the senior, CB
*not scolding bad word, that he's name...*
in the bus we are the most noisy gang..
so sorry
i just so cant stop talking..
hahahahahahahhahah
when reached home really felt more comfort then yesterday
cause it at least finished painting and also the cleaning...
but still worst
on our way back we some more da bao roast chicken wing on the road side...
damn cheap leh
just Rm1.50 per one leh...
is taste good so we decided to buy again after our dinner..
we ate at the same place at yesterday at the mamak store..
chatting lots of funny things there..
hahahahahha
then we really buy again the chicken wings back to hostel to eat
to be honest
i total ate 6!!!
and other just 2 or 3
and Michelle 4
hahahahahahahahah
after bath then all sleep by now..
but i still awake..
tomorrow same shift at 9~~
have to wake around 6 again~~
hahaha

T.Tmiss homeT.T

2 月了01.02.10

2010-02-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

很快的时间就这样的过了
我也今天开始了我的intrenship..
今天也是我第一次搬出来住宿舍
而且还要和家人吵了一餐后才能顺利的搬出来的
我坚持要搬出来是因为KLIA和ampang并不靠经
加上我不想弄到自己酱累
我怕我会受不了
最后妈妈也终于肯让我出来住了
我并没有丝毫的感到开心
反而很痛心
因为我知道妈妈坚持不让我出来住的原因
可是我却固执的坚持到底
今天是妈妈送我到这里的
当我下车的那一刻我真的很想掉泪
因为我.....
说不出为什么
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
但当然我并没有这样做
因为门口站着人
我还故作潇洒的和妈妈们说BYE BYE!!!
也潇潇洒洒的走进酒店里
之后我就一路跟着steven他们了
因为我一个人很可怜
还好他们陪我
哈哈哈哈哈哈
之后我们就Orientation了一天
要弄很多有的没的
要试穿衣服咯
我的kitchen衣很很很臭咧
那种油臭的味道
很不爽
之后又要弄tumb print啦
locker啦
就这些吧~~
我还在kitchen做了2个多小时的工
在哪里嘛切切东西, 整理东西, 有的没的咯
没得煮就是了
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
在哪里认识了不少人
可是我觉得我和他们沟通不了
因为我马来语很差, 他们又听有听没有我的英语
算了
其实我们还是表达得了的
有些也蛮会讲话的咯
我的Station几乎都是男的
我们就顾着哪里聊天家工作
他们一直问我很多有的没的
但还蛮enjoy的啦..
之后我们就由hotel的Van载我们回hostel咯
由于分2趟车程
所以我们第2组的人唯有等咯
我们真的苦等了好久好久哦
我们从Cafe喝完茶出来都还没有回来咧...
导致我们到达宿舍的时候已经是7点多了
5点多放工的我们7点多才能回到家已经很可怜了的啦
谁知道
那死人宿舍比我们所有人想象的还要差咧
我们已经对住宿舍这一件事不报太大的期望了的啦
他们还直接让我们失望...
上楼梯的时候我们已经不想讲话了的
因为那里真的很臭很脏
没想到一进到家那一刻直接傻眼
真的是什么鬼地方啊???????????????
比我们找到的housemate都在哭
我们到达后也同样在流泪
每个都打回家投诉
唯独我没有
因为
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
总之我还是有告诉妈妈情况咯
我真的很想家
这是我没告诉她的
之后我们就和hostel的人投诉
就就得他很可怜
被我们投诉到不行
但那种“家”谁要哦???
妈妈丫!!!
但我们最后还是配合的住上一晚
因为他说明天就会有人来装修
希望不会做不到.........

i really miss my home....

又是道别的时候~~

2010-01-27T12:13:00.003+08:00

时间它过得可真是快丫
我们又是时候道别了
再不舍也没有用
我们从陌生人
一起进入TarC, 一起被派到读 H8
一起玩,
一起癫,
一起疯,
直到大家都熟络起来
现在却又要分离了
这也未免太快太残忍了吧
我真的好不想喝大家分开咧
尤其是每天腻在一起的宝贝, karman, spirit and eddie!!!
这样的分开让我突然觉得身边很宁静了
少了我们的嘈杂声
不能每天看到Karman的cartoon face了
不能每天看到宝贝的大变脸了
不能每天看到妖精的妖精脸
不能每天和eddie吵架顶嘴了
不能每天和大家一起疯一起癫了
我真的真的好舍不得
想到刚刚开课进去的我们
很喜欢聚集在club house...
很喜欢玩着玩那
很多时候我们都被别人black list掉事因为我们太吵咧
我们最最最喜欢聚在一起玩的游戏莫过于true or dare了啦
我只知道我们很爱玩这游戏
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
还有还有
就是我, karman, xiaohui...
我们很喜欢一起游泳
我们喜欢睡在一起
我们时常做一些有的没的
我们穿过彼此的鞋
因为我们的脚号都差不多
我们还甚至一起冲过凉咧
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
真的
好怀念
不行了啦,
越写泪越掉
我真的很舍不得大家
我好不想分开哦~~~
虽然分离是迟早的事
可是我真的不想现在

还有老爸他们
之前我们还很喜欢聚集在老爸家的列
他每次都会煮东西给我们吃
突然很想再吃他煮的东西咧
还有在他家BBQ啦..
在他家过夜啦
在karman家过夜啦
还有我们的TAKE 5...
真的好怀念
还有,
他们还dare我看3级片咧*晕*
可是我还是没看~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈啊

还有我的生日那天
感动几乎很多人都有来

突然很想大家再聚在一起玩~~~~~~

我真的很舍不得就这样的分开
我们还有几时可以碰面???
我们不要忘了彼此好不??????

forever memories~~~
H8ian..
gogogo!!!!!!

i want euu all..
i miss eu all..
badly...

what to title?

2010-01-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

just now read a post by karman saying that she wanna be courage to face the days gonna without us..
i cant believe that her post made mii fall my tears..
i wanna say hate her..
cause she made mii cried~~
she made mii remind that im lonely too soon...
she remind mii that i gonna face the same problem with them soon
she remind mii that everything gonna back to along soon..
cant imagine that time really passed that fast
it cant be catch but to waste~~
i admit that i wasted lot of times on nonsense things~
but those nonsense stuff are all my treasure~~
i cant believe that this is the last semester facing all my friends
i really cant imagine that how will i be after without them
in the pass while is just semester break i already start missing everyone like no one business..
now..
things change
after the holiday will not gonna see them anymore..
at first thought of study together with baobei and karman
but in the end i required change college to further my degree
so...
am i too fake to say missing them now???
what will i be after this exam?
what will my friend all be after the exam..
to those who can intern together..
it really make mii jealous.
because there is still time for euu all to stick together..
but for mii??
no one...
no one with mii~~
i'll be intern with friend that not that close...
will i cry?
now already i cried..
what about when everyone now around mii???
to my friend who know mii well...
you all know that im a person that so not independent right?
always make euu all worry bout mii
always bring troubles to euu all
always this and that
always doing nonsense things
always talk rubbish..
but what??
at lease we share lots of things together...
we fight,
we laugh,
we talk,
we share,
we play,
we hang out,
we doing assignment
we quarrel,
we having outing
we sing k together
we watch movie together
we having party together
we having bbq together
we ~~~
that really uncountable
there is really all consider treasure to mii
i know that one day still we will separate
but i just dont wish time come that fast
we meet each other from stranger, to friend, to best friend and even close as family~
and now suddenly
we going saparetely~~
i dowan that
i really dowan time passed so fast

karman, spirit, baobei,
euu 3.. recently we really spent lot time with each other.. especially spirit.. so happy that can know 3 of euu.. 3 jokers.. always made laught... we always share funny things, i always share my tears and euu all din mind it before...
to spirit--xueyii
im sorry that i quarrel with euu before... i really dont mean it.. hahaha... i know we are nothing now... but i still mind that we quarrel before... i miss euu leh..

eddie.
hahahaha.. euu arr?? what to say bout euu arr?? i dono leh.. wanna angry euu or laugh leh?? both?? hahaha... share again when we talk secret k?? ahaha

guangfa's family--xiaohui, carol, fangyii, joyce, joy, and peggie~~~
although i admit that i not that close with euu all.. but except for xiao hui lar.. hahaha.. but we still do share lot of things right??? i miss carol's smile, joke*punch ur mother potatoes*^^ stil remember this leh.. hahaha.. lots to say~~

laoba, laoma, saima~~

fern, yinmei, lyn, liluan~~

control please..
control my tears please~~`
all also because of karman lor..
made mii fall my tears~~
and do remind mii i gonna leave eu all..
haiz..........
what lar~~

i dowan time pass so fast~~~~~

一段歌~

2010-01-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

今天的他突然对我清唱了一段歌曲
虽然什么都不是
但却温暖了我的小心房 <3
原本气呼呼的我却被他冻了一冻
而且
那曲子还是他自己想的
贝比,
比比不是说你的歌声难听
而是你降了我的温啦...
我决定了
我不会再让那小罗罗打扰我的世界了
既然和贝比是快乐的
为什么自己不好好的继续经营下去了
既然他也已经有了自己即将要有的幸福
我现在还在执着着什么?
我还放不下的是什么??
对
我承认我现在还是一样笨到还爱着他
也同时的对身边的他造成了伤害
可是
他还是不愿打退堂鼓
我很感动有人愿意为我付出
很感动有人愿意这样爱我
可是
我却不停的打击他
逼他退后
可是他却坚强得很
比我想象的坚强
虽然说了愿意放下没有结局的他
可是
心痛是为什么??
不舍又是为了什么???

很抱歉我令身边的朋友担心了
很抱歉我不能把贝比公开
毕竟我们有着各自的秘密
可是如果是时候了
你们就会知道他是谁了
哈哈哈哈哈啊

special to baby 283,
sorry to made eu so worry bout mii..
sorry to made euu suffer both side..
i know..
euu want slap mii can arr..
come lor..
i let euu slap..
but.
dont so hard k??
pain pain~~~
i just scare after the slap i also can wake~~
oppsy sorry..
hahaha..
i will try my best to be tough k???
love you..
muaaaakz.........

thx 贝比 for ur love..

im here again

2010-01-17T21:18:00.002+08:00

im not lazy recently...
i just hell busy being maid, study for exam
this and that..
i really..
it really..
i dont know how to say out how tired am i!!
monday busy revision for marketing on tuesday
lucky that marketing i still can do..
but just scare that so confidence then end up fail..
so praying very hard for not that bad luck to mii~~~
hahahahahahaha
then another day for maintenance..
i really need to take a special thankz to zhen yun
the one who taught mii maintenance in the middle of the night..
if not..
i wont be able to know anything bout maintenance
really..
from her..
i know all the calculation and able to use when exam
cause of her..
i know what need to study and what not..
but too bad..
i just can do for those calculation part and not theory part...
theory part really wait die.
i really have no idea why whatever i studied it cant go in to my brain
i thinking that izzit i too tired or what..
i really cant control myself and the brain~~
hahahahahaha...
but
at least i know that i can pass for the paper..
actually this semester i just aim all pass..
that already i very happy with it..
i just want to graduate intime~~
bless mii please..
now now now..
still have 4 more paper to go...
just
try to do my best....
but today i totally have no mood to study at all..
yesterday also..
hahahaha...
heeemmm.....
that all lar..
lazy do blog dy..

oh ya..
i maybe changing blog later some times..
cause feeling dowan use this blogspot dy~~
but..
still not pretty confirm with it..
hahaa...

meeting frenz

2010-01-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

went out to have lunch with Ling at station one, pandan indah
obviously i have such a long time din go to that area..
still remember that last time when i still secondary time
i use to sneak out in the middle of the night with the frens and bf
then mostly will went that area for yamcha, chatchat, clubbing and so on..
stop~~
back to topic..
hahahaha...
i really dont know how long i din meet with ling dy~
today ngam ngam so free..
then sent a msg to her and invite her for lunch
she also cant out that long cause working..
in the passed time..
we r the best ponteng kaki~~
oppsy.
dok bao myself tim...
pretend that euu dont know..
hahhaa..
until i finished my form 5..
then we start to less contact and so....
but we still sweet sweet freinds...
our friendship never change k??
hahahaha...
after the lunch and chit chat with her at there
then i back homw wait for kevin the giant
sorry to mentioned that he is a giant..
just because he really tall and strong~~
then we went pandan indah area as well..
one day went the same place for 2 time~~
sien~~
hahahaha...
we chatted lot..
ok lar..
he also a long lost friend lar..
suddenly called to meet up..
we actually planed for so many times to yamcha..
but until today only we got the change to meet~~
really making mii faint..
my birthday they event din attend..
really cant forgive lor..
but..
im not that kind of small gas..
wakakaka...
at least we still manage to meet up today..
and so we planed to meet this coming week again and with the EX
hahahaha....
when?
not sure yet
have to wait everyone free..
i still on exam~~
hahaha..
wish mii luck then^^

actually got pic with mii..
but lazy to post..
forgive my laziness....

miss euu all lar my friends~~~

exam

2010-01-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

exam is really driving mii mad all the while..
this semester i taking 6 subjects..
asking which subjects that i confidence with?
i only can give you and answer as "NO~"
oppsy..
is not that i not hardworking enough..
is that i stupid enough..
wasting all my time to missing and thinking someone..
i dont know why..
studying whatever sub...
his name will automatically appear in my mind..
how many times i shout it out "help"
but..
nothing work~~
today went library study with karman, baobei, nemo and jason
actually jason request mii to teach him account..
but the while he came
he said he wanna give up bad dept..
then i was just like no respond..
haha
but then end up he borrow notes from baobei..
she i also dono what he actually want..
then i making my own notes for marketing..
sides..
i also study few slide of law..
hahahahahahhaahha...
pity mii..
know nothing..
am i really that stupid huh??
y study for so long also still can say i know nothing har??
no good..
haha..
but actually..
i can understand what i studied..
but..
in exam can i write it all out or not?
that another point~~
hahaha...
so please wish mii luck that i wont forget what i study
i working my best to not fail in this sem..
after exam gonna go for intern dy~~
i already start to miss everyone...
especially HIM...
haiz~~

ganbate~~

is time~~

2010-01-11T20:46:00.002+08:00

is time for me to really let go everything..
nothing is belongs to mii anymore..
nothing~
he having new one..
and i think the one with him now will surely get more happiness then i do
she will never have my experience with him
she will never get hurt from him as mii
she will never felt the pain i have
she will only live more happy with him
i've never know that my heart will so hell pain when i get knew about it
i hope it all not true but....
it doesn't work what i thought....
what i can do now is just give him all my wishes..
but still i wish is all not true..
can it be all not true?
can it be?
someone please come to me and say "yes" please~~~

but i know there wont be a day~~
it wont..
what i can do is just stay normally..
with smile
although it may look fake to him
but
that what i can do..
stay happy please...

i wish my tears can no more dropping for you
no more..
that the last time i drop my tears for you...
but..
how many times i said that out?
and how many times i follow what i said?
if i do there wont be no more tears on that day~
but..
tears is still rolling in my eyes..
dont fall..
please just dont fall..

and oppsy it fall~~
once again i cried....

someone asked mii how many times i cried for him since i know him
and i told "is uncountable"
until i also forget about how many times..
but...
so what?
ya
so what~~~

let it be...
munz.
just please let go..
let go~~~

im sorry that i never keep my promise for giving up you..
but i already tried~~~

i really wish to know who is she~~
i really wish to know...

give up please...

an outing with xiao hui

2010-01-05T22:12:00.007+08:00

今天一点多出门
今天出街的目的是陪xiaohui买相机的啦~
本来约定的时间更早
但她是个懒猪
我们原谅她好不??
LRT 载了她后我们先到 ATM 提钱
之后就直接往金河出发鲁
今天我们的目的是她要买相机
所以很自然的我们就朝相机店开始
可是先先的2家店都没有她要买的那一部
之后就去到了大门口那间
可是看来看去她还是选择了别一架
我们逗留在那家店有至少一小时吧~~
付了钱后我们就到处逛逛咯~
她看中了几件衣服
一直犹豫着要不要买
之后我们就先去吃东西咯
我们上到了不懂第几楼
有几家新开的点
我们就去了"台湾风味馆"

这就是他们家的餐牌咯

我的炸酱饭

她的卤肉饭
我们还叫了炸鸡排
东西还不错吃的说
有机会可以去吃吃的
但原谅我忘了是在第几楼@@
之后我们就继续逛我们的街
我还买了眼镜呢^^

还是这个最适合我^^
之后就是假睫毛咯
最近爱上假睫毛
毕竟不用那么麻烦
粘粘浆糊吹一吹粘一年就好了^^

那又不止这一盒
还有一排在xiaohui那里
超便宜
一盒才RM10
一面有10对捏
有便宜的说^^
之后我们就走去parkson哪里咯
因为她要买钱包
我个人也是觉得她的皮包也是时候换了啦
但选来选去她还是拿不定注意
最后还是没买
走出去后我们又回到去1楼买她刚刚看中但没买的衣服
但在那之前我们先走去parking一趟
因为我们竟然没有人记得车park在那里了
真的有很糊涂@@
之后还好还是找到了
上回楼买了她的衣服后我们就各自回家了
之后我就到妹妹的补习中心在她咯
途中还和宝贝聊了电话^^

P/S: 考试要到了,
大家加油哦^^

带上眼镜的我
现在可以不化妆了
因为最经很懒
就连今天出街我也没化^^

exam is around the corner

2010-01-04T20:52:00.005+08:00

刚刚我才发现下星期就要考试了
一开始的我还以为是2个星期后的事
没想到下星期考试就要开始了
总觉得这学期的考试来得特别快
今天的我本想读书
可是
当我把notes都整理好后我却罢工了
坐在电视机面前的我不断劝着自己去读书
谁知道最后还是败给了懒惰
但刚刚看到下星期就要考试了
去哦却顿时紧张了起来
但那又有和用呢???
我还是一样的懒散~~~
谁能来把我打醒?
难道经过了那么多的失败还不足以让我清醒吗?
我的妈丫
佩雯啊,
努力点行不行??
难道有2科resit还不够吗??
还要考多少你才开心
希望明天以后的我真能开始认真的念书
不然到时training期间辛苦的可是自己呢!!
我要加油!!!
我一定要加油~~
不能松懈!!!
朋友们
一起加油努力了哦

给亲爱的,
对不起
由于之前约定了我考试期间不能见面
刚好你这星期有空
但我不能肯定能不能与你见上一面了啦
你不能生我的气哦
因为你也因为忙碌的工作而放我几次飞机了
况且这次我不是放你飞机
而是我们之前就约定好的
考完试后我们大概还有5天能见吧
希望你会留这5天给我
毕竟2月1号我就要去training了
更难见面了
除非你愿意来找我
你说过你愿意的
但你会做到吗??
哈哈哈啊哈哈啊哈哈哈
我相信你能
因为你是我的亲爱的♥

我会加油的♥
がんばて

给你的话!!!!!!

2010-01-04T14:13:00.003+08:00

我到底要到什么时候我才能真正的把你从心里拔出来??
这样下去我真的会很很很辛苦
我可痛苦无人知晓
你为何最近对我越来越冷淡??
难道我们的友谊就这样的没了吗??
说好的永远的朋友现在的我们算是什么???
你自己问问良心我们真的还算朋友吗??
走到像现在这样的地步我真的很无言
原以为我们可以share everything
不过
现在我看只有你自己说了算
我以为无论如何我们的友谊都不会变质
但我错了
我们的友谊变得只剩hi 和 bye 了
你有这样察觉过吗??
我相信你没有
因为你对我们的友谊都已完全不在乎了
老实说,
现在的你对我了解有多深??
还有以往那般了解了吗??
没有了~~~
你心里应该在想无所谓吧?????
但我唯一遗憾的真的是我们的友谊
我们难道就回不了那个时候了吗??
你难道忘了我们打钩钩的时候了吗??
所以
像现在这样是你要的吗?
好几次的我告诉你我们的友谊变质了
可是你完全都不在乎
为什么你总是这样??
为什么你总是突然的只顾自己的感受??
你有想到你身旁的人吗?
为什么你自己没有觉得你自己改变了很多
你难道真的开心在别人面前假装着假面的自己吗?
然而又到了什么时候你又会在他人面前给与同样的伤害???

告诉你,
不在乎你改变的人永远都不是在乎你的人

这句话你明不明白就得看你自己了

友谊不再万岁了吗?

2010 count down

2009-12-31T18:41:00.000+08:00

im so sorry that i did not attend for ms Vivienne lec
is not purposely
is just we rushing our assignment at nemo's house..
and i sorry for the late passing up too
hopefully it wont be any mark deduction there cause it did not state the time of passing up our assignment~~
*just giving an lousy excuse for late pass up
after hand on the assignment then the gang of us went TBR for out late breakfast which is our brunch
then only we went for mr. Nang lec.
we suppose to have a replacement of baking class after the lec
but dont know why suddenly cancel without notice us
so the all blur blur calling here and there for double confirm
ok
in the end the final answer is "cancel"
so i can went KLCC for not skipping the class^^
at first tot of go with yvonne them for Avatar second round..
but my sis told mii they at KLCC too
and is with the mother~
so in the end i choose to join^^
so then i park my car home first and my mom back home to fetch mii along after her body checkup~
we took a short walk around KLCC and decided to have a movie again
but we dont know what to watch..
so choose a very boring new showing

*cirque du freak*
is abit boring in the end..
just making mii really sleepy~~
but one most funny part is~~~

tata~~~
the pretty woman with misai^^^^^^^V

after movie then we stay long at KLCC
and went little penang cafe for our dinner

oh ya...
and happy birthday to the cousin
Alvin^^

10, 9, 8, 7, 6 , 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
Happy New Year~~~

merry christmas~~

2009-12-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

went pasar with the mother early in the morning
tonight we gonna have a steamboat night again
last week i already had steamboat for 2 times in a week
plus again tonight it gonna be the 3rd time in the week
but however i still very excited with steamboat and not getting bore with it~
again i bought whatever i like to ate which is
*seafood taufu and also vege ball
this 2 is the most i like in steamboat ingredients..
not mean others i dont like lar..
just the most i like is that 2
how many i ate also wont get bore~~

is kind of happiness enjoying christmas with the family..
although with friends is more fun
but still i prefer with family
because it's warm then enough
we sharing lot of joke and funs~
you might be jealousy on mii cause you cant gather with the family~~
hahaahhahahahahaha

few more days later it gonna be a brand new year
how will i be?
no one know~~

movie with family

2009-12-24T12:12:00.000+08:00

今天没有上课...
为什么???
我也不懂
只知道今天hotel management DHT2 的都没有课
11点多就和老妈还有姐妹出门去了
我们到了klcc
main purpose是去看 Avatar

眼睛好没哦~~
我喜欢

买了戏票后我们就到little penang打算要吃我们的早午餐
但太多人在排队了
加上我又没什么想在那里吃
所以就叫老妈换地点咯
最有我们就去了那个贵到毛的日本餐厅吃*忘了它的名*
而且我突然blank去
因为真的不懂要吃什么
所以就老妈负责点餐我们就负责吃^^
之后就进场了
经过广告牌是看到刺凌和Alvin and the Chipmunk 2 的海报
我和老妹一直吵着要看Alvin
最后我们2人跑出来买票^^
很开心因为买得到
由于刚刚我们用手机book都book不到
还好一出来戏院那里就报告说我们可以去fast lane卖
我们就冲着去了
还看到kenneth呢
他和他朋友也是看Avatar~~
看来Avatar真的有很hot哦^^
那么它又真的有好看到咯
哈哈哈哈哈哈
出来后我们就继续Alvin 2 u~~

有没有很很很可爱??
如果我说我想养不奇怪hor??
可是我会招来杀身之命啊~~
因为爸爸一定杀了我
家已经养了一只可爱的小仓鼠了^^

会唱又会跳

但只是1个小时半的戏而已~~

之后我们就去叔叔家咯
因为他有christmas party
爸爸已经在那里了^^
看着小孩子们玩的好开心
我也好久没像他们那样跑的满头满身都是汗了~~
好羡慕
然后还看到好久不见的表姐呢~~

merry christmas~~^^

event final days

2009-12-24T02:06:00.000+08:00

今天比昨天迟到了些许
因为本人我睡迟了
然后不懂找什么东东找到过时间了
照样的
买了冰, 载了盈倪后就往学院出发了
今天还外加xiao hui^^
我们的东西差不多准备好后就和eddie去canteen2吃东西咯
因为我们都饿到猫酱~~
就在那里和朋友边吃边聊~~
大概10.30酱我们才走回去

拿着joy joy的手套来玩^^

自恋不是罪
抢镜也不是罪^^

帅哥--fooyii
今天好好笑哦
很多人都没有声音掉
不懂他们到底真的是喊到那么热烈还是怎样^^
今天的event到4点而已
所以3点多人们就开始收拾了
我们也不例外
但我们有些小混乱
因为我们在last call的时候变成了Free Of Charge
但不好意识我们的东西所剩无几
所以free出去的东西并没有很多
但排队的人却又很多
很神捏
买卖最大的力量莫过于Free Of Charge了吧~~~
之后我们就来张大合照

原来我们的joy joy没在这照片里
我还大意到不懂

原谅我好不好???
收档后我就跟雪薏回家
因为今晚我们有自己搞的steamboat^^
大概6点半酱我们才出门
载了宝贝和dennis后我们先去jusco咯
因为雪薏要买她最爱吃的鱼丸~~
由于那十字路口处的红绿灯坏了
所以酿成大塞车
那些车真的有很笨的~~~~~~~
完了鱼丸后我们就到nemo家去
才发现忘了拿瓦斯
所以雪薏,宝贝和dennis就回去拿咯

合照
我咧??
在拿相机啦^^

这就是我们的steamboat
可是我一点都不觉得像steamboat咯
因为我们的锅张的那样以外
我们的材料还是用dok dok来dok它的捏
所以我给它名叫steaklok~~
因为很像在lok lok^^
之后karman还开酒
但之有我, karman 和 jason 在喝
吃饱后我们就在家里面完*国王游戏*
闹了很多笑话
*可惜照片不能被公开, 不然我会被杀*
我觉得dennis真的有potential 可以做gay咯
宝贝最好有心理准备哦^^
癫了一轮后我是第一个先回的人
因为我家住的远啦
加上叔叔又要来那车去修
还好他载我
所以我还可以大喝特和^^V
到家后冲了凉就oi oi了~~

z.Z

event day one

2009-12-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

今天6点多就出门去学校了...
因为要布置我们的booth
买了冰载了盈倪后就往学校出发了
今天的车好满哦
几怕我的车会重到走不动的咯~~
哈哈哈哈哈

我们的story board
有很美很可爱对不对??

人们忙着做准备^^

FNB 的地盘^^

这堆气球飞起来很美有没有???

我们的帅气小礼物
*bickey bounce*

难得见到的dexter
因为最近大家都很忙嘛~~
哈哈哈

美美的合照
其实中间还不小心和雪薏有点小争吵
我不对啦~
不该分不清就先大小声
可是
我们现在和好了咯^^

好了啦...
不要upload 那么多照片了啦
显
去facebook看吧~~
好几次我们还跑去唱k
因为免费的说
只是麻烦在排队而已~~
之后忙到5点多6点*我忘了*
收拾完后我们又去卖材料
因为有少少缺货的感觉
买完后就会家了
回到家后有得准备这准备那的
好毛累哦
刚刚弄那和西瓜球
西瓜有好甜 ^^
好了啦
得早睡
明天也是要很早就起来~~~

晚安z.z

preparing for event

2009-12-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

今天起了一个大早
因为要去replace fnb 的课
上完课后就先载karman的东西去宝贝家
之后我们就去明天event要用的材料
买完材料回宝贝家后我们就开始做准备了
要切的就先切好咯
本来是打算回家才自己准备的
雪薏说人多好办事
所以趁有时间又人多的时候一起准备不更好吗
之后4点多我就和karman回学校去说什么有meeting
回去后原来只是说明天什么要放气球啊什么的
可是我没兴趣哦
听完后我们就上yin mei家
因为很多人都在yinmei家准备着明天布置用的东西
刚好我和karman又没事做
所以不就过去帮帮忙lor~~~
希望我们不是帮倒忙的~~
收拾完后我就回到学院里meet 盈倪那傻婆
karman就和 nemo他们一起去宝贝家去了
我就和傻婆们留在学校到7,8 点酱才会
回之前我们4人去了一趟jusco...
她们要买christmas帽
可是找来找去依旧找没有~~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈啊
之后就问我们的xiaohui看有没有咯
有就和我们买
之后我们就两手空空的回家了
回到家后的我其实已经累到跨了~~
而且有很毛眼睡
所以就赶紧准备改准备的东西后就oi oi去了
希望明天event顺利^^
晚安~~

secret

2009-12-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

今天和又他碰面了
我心里原来还是会小鹿乱撞的说
原来我还是想念他的
每次见到他我都还是很有心动的感觉
记得以前我还和前男友在一起的时候我们还偷过情呢
但也是很久以前的是了
他是唯一一次也是仅只一次
不会再有列外了
以前我们差一点就在一起了
但由于中间突然很多事情的发生
我们错过了彼此一段时间
我们曾经还反目成仇呢
可是不知怎么的我们又好回了
现在的我们关系并不在那么简单了
可是
我总觉得现在不是开始的时候
但我们却决定了
所以
我必须学习如何明白, 谅解, 和独立于成长~~
我不懂我的决定是否对
至少我找到一个人让我去爱, 去珍惜
现在的他很忙碌
忙到连见面的时间都被霸占了
所以我才说现在不是时候
我不知道我会不会是他要的哪一位
可是我会努力的成为他的哪一位
就算我们可能是短暂的
但也值得留念~~
被他抱着的感觉很好, 很舒服, 很有安全感
和他打闹的我是开心的
躺在他胸膛的我是温暖的
靠着他的脚聊天是自然的
听着他的心跳而确定这我自己的存在
很开心有他
可是'
这些能维持多久?
我们的感觉是真是假?
我不会分
我没有安定的答案
我没有确定的肯定
我没有应有的信心
我~~
无力
可是
我还在努力着
我还在学习着
去爱他
去珍惜他
希望他会知道喝明白
我越来越迷失了
不懂自己想怎样
很混乱
我真的要他吗??
但我决定自己对他的感觉
可是
我的心任然有着某个人
对不起
我不是自私的
我只是要时间.....
但是...
能做到吗??????????
他能救我出来吗??
我很想霸占我心的那个人把我拉回来
去到他的身边
可是
那是不可能了
我们不会有开始也不会有结束
现在
我必须面对的是另一个他
一个重新进入我世界的他
会怎样?
谁知晓??
祝福我吧~~~

迷失的我

teddy bear day~~

2009-12-16T18:19:00.000+08:00

today will be the day of making my own teddy bear^^
reached to my cousin sis's day care center around 2...
at first i tot will be going to their factory to make
but who know is they came to the day care center..
and so we made our teddy bear there...
and as day care center so they will be all kids~~
>cute kids<
this is how my teddy out look..
is very soft now haven stuff in cotton

this is the cotton beg and the cotton will be stuffing into my teddy later..

and there is a zip there for euu to stuff the cotton
when finished stuff the cotton..
then can walk to the worked
and they will weight and height ur teddy
then giving euu a heart to make a wish and put it into ut teddy as well

there is the heart of the bear...
and also the cert of ur bear...
*ignore the bear, is belong to my sis*

finished...???
then

zipped it on..
and its done^^

tata...
that my new teddy^^
name: Secret
gen: female!
and it very very cute^^

my nephew with his teddy
he cute......

a naughty baby girl...
she CUTE till the max man...
and my cousin sis like to bully her...

what they doing huh??
no idea~~
hahaha

after all things end then we went for our dinner...
the restaurant is just opposite of the daycare center...
and guess what..
i eat CRABS
and i itchy again immediately..

on my way back my mum drop my mii to Vivian 21st birthday party~~
and i drank alot there~~
hahahaha...
anyways.. picture is not with mii...
cox i din bring my cam along with mii...
and once again..
*happy 21st^^V*

sky trekking^^

2009-12-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

reached nemo house around 8 with along xiaohui, baobei, xueyii and Dennis
then when everyone is arrived then we start our journey to have fun^^

**to be continue

baobei and spirit interview

2009-12-14T17:11:00.001+08:00

today early in the morning i reached baobei house along with Karman to fetched her and spirit up..
they having an interview today
at first i tot that we'll be going the same hotel for intern
but who knows we now going separately
only me alone out of the 4 of us is taken by PanPacific
but is not end of my life also lar...
at least i can learn to be more independent~~
so baobei and spirit sent to Novotel somewhere behind Pavilion
at first karman and i just tot of dropped by them 2 and we can have a window shopping to Pavilion
but who know we followed them to the reception and until end of their interview
and we somehow get the chance to meet the GM of the hotel..
we actually dont know he is the GM but thou the brochure only we saw his pic there
then we went to the HR department
bla bla bla and bla bla bla
people who went to interview also taken/ accepted by the hotel^^
that was a greats news for both them
at least they no need to sent to other place anymore..
and they no need to worry anymore^^
after the interview then we went back to GK for lunch..
and it just 11 something..
after lunch then back to Baobei house..
and later at 4 having a replacement of Law with Kiap the class^^
cox Wed i'm going to make teddy bear^^
so not going to coll~~
hahaha....

tomorrow going to skytrekking^^

the black princess**

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be alive!!!

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shangri-la

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i'm not P licen anymore~~~

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down down down~~~

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happy mathers' day~~

special for all my lovely housemate~~

幸福 . 平静

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又是道别的时候~~

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